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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
11:46 PM
yes! we must win!
Ikeda Sensei said, "Buddhism is about winning or losing."
so if we dun wan to lose, we must win.
i think this is a good quote which can made alot of ppl to go on.
my exams starts next tuesday
so i guess i'll have around 6days to prepare for all paper.
but so far i just studied ECAM
but all i duno how to do
cos i nv attend lectures and even i did, i will be there talking
but nvm, i'm gotta put in more dmk for this and ask friend for help.
wow! i just realized that i've to do so many things on Sunday.
Morning : Morning Gongyo, TG3 session 3
Afternoon : BLTC (Basic Leaders Training Course)
Night : George's house for MD&YMD post celebration
as you see, why do i have to attend BLTC is all thanks to Raymond
he koped me from Whampoa West Chapter to Serangoon South Chapter
but it's ok cos i've such a wonderful MD & WD supporting the youth division(:
hais, so many things to attend
and i also just realised that i'll have to missed the FD ICs gosho study
everyday sunday after morning gongyo. T.T
alright, i think that is all for today.
Bye(:
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Monday, August 10, 2009
2:31 PM
well, i'm back..
mia for so long.
er.. is not that i didn't wanted to blog,
but i'm thinking,
even if i blog,
there oso wont be anybody coming and view it so might as well dun blog
but nvm. have the slogan of wei liang of "just only"
so here i am blogging again.
erm.. the committee of the SYM didn't call back,
so i suppose it's either i'm in or i'm out.
nvm.. still waiting for the call.
went for the FIRST session of TG training today.
it's was quite good and i enjoyed myself alot
gotta meet up with my groupmates to discuss abt the topic that we chose,
it's abt the matter of life and death.
well, towards the end of the training,
Louis gave us encouragements and he said about accepting our karma
i felt that all along, i'm just escaping from it.
tho my mouth is saying, i've accepted
but deep down in my heart, i've always asking myself this question
"why did all this happened to me?"
i've never chanted for it for almost one year for i doesn't want to face it
it's time to face it
i know tho i doesn't want to face it, i must
cos i dun, i will continue the way i am.
i'm quite contridicting myself now
ARGH!! nvm.. dun care.. focus on my upcoming exams first
tml's quiz and all my projects..
g2g now. Bye