ok. i'm back with my common test result and it is as followed:
ELTECH : 74/100 (duno)
ENGINE MECHANICS : 37/50 (duno)
EG1 : 85/100 (A+?)
C Programming : 87/100 (A+)
well, this is wad i've got, 2As and 2Bs if i'm not wrong. at first, i was really disappointed but later on, i must really thx the power of gohonzon which i've tapped and really thx gohonzon when i started to chant.

alright, back to tuesday when i met the YWD ldr. had a very strict dialogue with her and i guess, my determination of solving the current problem i'm facing now is all renewed and i admit that in the past, i'm really very jiao1 au4 and i'll definately change to the better. obviously.. Lol.

there is a upcoming project that i've got to do for the ECPRO and it is like only 3days to do and i must present it on wednesday. cant meet them tml as i've coaching class tml and bringing yh to stomp. i know that project is important but have to bring yh to stomp even if i dun go for coaching class. sometimes i really envy all my friends who dun have to go for gakkai activities and can stay at home either play or study.

NDP training was fun and i'm really for the CR later on. been seeing a lot of pretty girls on my way to school and also on my way home and that is obvious and i've been thinking why are YMD's mind so corrupted? Lol. dun need me to explain so clearly and i really asked myself why. the conclusion is, the sex homones in our body is all doing the job! LOL!!

CATS class was as usual. ppl is doing what they are doing and almost half of the class is not listening to the teacher. there is another project for CATS class and this time round, we have to produce a video on all the things that we have done and we are working with YEOS. sounds cool? HAHAHA but YEOS has got no link to our project but since lecturer say alr, den work with YEOS lo. -.=

FD Mass Dance is as usual and we are combining with RHQ 2 for training. i felt that one of the RHQ 2 IC is quite demanding. i oso duno how to explain but i jus felt that only. well, we are comrades in faith so i guess, i'm thinking too much or that IC's first impression to others is like that. everyone that i felt ya.. at first is really very ya.. but after knowing them long, they are quite good.

Mass Dance CR @ SK(9am)!! NDP CR 2 (3pm)!! CIC Training (12.30pm)!! NP CIC cum potential CIC Meeting @ SYC (9.30am)!! and its all today!! OMG!! I'm gotta faint~

"Joy and satisfaction in life do not lie behind you but infront of you. Therefore, advance. Move forward and forward again. Then and only then will you achieve true victory in life." - Daisaku Ikeda

boo!! =/

Saturday
had a wonderful NDP CR 1 though the music stop halfway but we still have the spirit. carry up the good job block A!! ^^

went to milkrun 1st combine rehearsal and each and every FD ICs that see me asked, "you are still in FD? I thought u have graduated and is SD?" Lol.. so i've to tell them one by one that i've brought my new friend in and that why i am here.. quite a tiring job though it was jus using my mouth to say cos i'm really very tired on that day. =X

quite a successful combine rehearsal and Thank You so much for all those who turned up for the milkrun rehearsal regardless of you are in mass dance or stomp. Thanks for your effort and keep up the good job!! ^^ saw some NP dudes and to eat after that.

after lunch, went to TBSC for NDP combine rehearsal gathering with gene and reached there very fast. saw ky and nicholasL there coaching a student and another MD there oso?!?! heard from ky saying that MD is a teacher and so coincidently that, that MD went to TBSC and chant and after that saw them coaching student den help them out. that student is really very fortunate to have that MD to teach him unlike me.. Lol. But i'm still fortune to have best coachers for my Os last year. (:

chant and watch video and i become famous alr. dun wished to eleborate cos it's really very -.= went down to marina bay and to suntec convention hall 6 for dinner first. memories came back for the 4 days of work there. LOL!! fun and slacking job. wooo~ talked to wenli abt buddhism and hope that she really understand wad i'm trying to say. went home with elaine, zhiyi and laurel. went down to TPY for nothing as i wanted to eat but zy and laurel wanted to go mac so i dun eat. =.-

Sunday
went to mg as usual and missed the bus stop that i'm supposed to alight as i'm sleeping. went to interchange and change 293 and saw jh there. reached ICA and went up to stage to chant. after chanting, GD told us a testimonial of a WD from Soka Gakkai which he heard few years back.

went to eat and after that rot at ICA before going zandankai. something happened and the whole journey to zandankai, i'm really emo but during zandankai, my seeking spirit is back and after zandankai, back to emo mode again. -.=

went home and min wei came for home-visit. talked to him and learn quite a lot of things from him and i'm determine to read as many books as possible to tackle those questions which i've been asking. went out with derrick they all as long time really nv go out with them alr and went home quite early.

Monday
started school and found out that there are make up class during the holiday and I DIDNT WENT BACK COS I FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT!! =.- score 74 for ELTECH and 87 for COMPRO.. not bad alr but can better. anw, nvm la. major exam score better can alr and i'll definately work hard.

tml will be going to seek guidance from a YWD ldr. so should i be emo or emotionless before meeting her tml?

"Kosen-rufu will be achieved through one-to-one dialogue. Since this practice benefites you, I encourage you to work for kosen-rufu. You must not have lazy faith or merely pray to Gohonzon for this or that blessing during gongyo. You should devote yourself to propagation, for which you may, however, be slandered or ridiculed. If you embrace the Gonhonzon all the more intently, you will definitely receive benefits. The Gohonzon never asked you to worship it. It was we ourselves who sought the Gohonzon in order to embrace it." - Josei Toda

i am really very happy ytd for NDP trg. not happy that the training is fun and i am not trying to say that training is not fun BUT I AM HAPPY BECAUSE!! A3 HAS ACHIEVED FULL ATTENDANCE!!! ^^ (jus for YMD only) Lol.. but it's really very good achievement cos i've been praying together with my comrades in faith and A3 must achieve 50 participants for the Combine Rehearsal (CR) for this sat!!!

CRAP!!

my phone is really crazy. sometimes when it's feeling good, den all the button can use, if not i cant even use one of them except for the on and off button.. -.= really very emo leh my phone. i really duno whether shld i bring my phone to repair as i still have warrantly but if i bring my phone go and repair, all my messages will be gone.. i really duno wad to do.. ZzZ

have been rotting at hard to play computer and if not, chant for the sake of chanting. since sunday till yesterday haven even go out of hougang one foot. but after tml, everyday will be going out of hougang alr. WUAHAHAHA! ^^

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Milkrun-
HAHAHA i'm joining the FD mass dance for milkrun as i'm bringing noob gene in and after been with SD stomp for one training, i oso wanna join STOMP TOO!! ARGH!! *ROAR* so i think i want to join in the stomp item and i'll be very busy. T.T


well, FD mass dance is using the song 第一天 and the cherographer for this item is one of our dear Chingay 2007 cherographer, Trey and some students like tiffany, bryan and freddie. Well, it's very fun and the dance steps are quite easy but i kept forgetting. =.=

it's every friday for RHQ 5, 3-5pm and 7.30-9.30pm sessions. so i guess, i've to go for all the sessions in order to catch up alr. -.= can anyone tell me whether i shld go for stomp training too? i think i shld go and struggle ba! WUAHAHAHA

settling of desktop matters-
well, my desktop have not been working well for the past few months and i've been using my laptop to play everytime and I LOVE MY LAPTOP WALLPAPER SOOOO MUCH!! XD well, i'm crazy so ignore me.. hee.. =P

went to serangoon shopping centre with my father and brother with my CPU in my hand to settle the problems that i've encounter the past 2 months. when i reached the shop, the person who repair the com came and attend to us. he said to me, "Oh, it's you!! you are the one who love ur casing so much and made me quarrel with ur father. why you so devote to this casing?" den i was like LOL!! of cos la. must be devote ma, if not, den i'll be a bird with no legs. WUAHAHAHA

den oso crapped a lot with him ah. plus, the problems that he charged us FOC for all the problems that he solved but i oso spent a fortune on things which i bought. bought a thrumb drive, USB keyboard and a cooler for my laptop. anw, solved everything which i duno how to solved at first.

Well, Happy Father's Day to each and every father in the world. (:

i wanna sleep but i couldn't. think i need to play one match den can go to sleep. later will be having pot luck at ky's hse.

wushu-
finally went to wushu under much struggle. do ji ben gong and it's like LOL!!! duno how to train and i'm definately putting iquann my full effort to practice it. (: learnt some new steps for my bian da quan..

finally got a neither win nor lose game cos, all leave the game all thanks to me.. HAHAHA ^^

Taki No Uta - Shin'ichi Yamomato
Taki no gotoku Hageshiku
Taki no gotoku Tayumatzu
Taki no gotoku Osoretzu
Taki no gotoku Hogarakani
Taki no gotoku Dodoto
Otoko wa Ojano fukaku o mote

This is a song name Waterfall.. It's quite a nice song and I'm loving it!! XD

YMD VA-
went for VA at TBSC yesterday. Attendance was quite good compared to last month de. This is what I heard from sk's leader. HAHAHA there is this YMD sharing of his testimonial and it's actually very good just that he is too nervous but overall good to have him in gakkai thanks to his brother. (:

YMD and YWD formation day is on the 20th July and I think YWD's session is in the morning as from what I've heard from this month's Nationwide Youth Prayer Meeting straight after YMD Kenshu. Well, YMD side is in the afternoon and night session and we are targeting 1000 new friends to this formation day. So, I think have to pull people to go for the formation day and as well as the Chapter GM cum Friendship Gathering this coming September 21. Well, GAMBATE Jerry-kun!! ^^

Remember the days when your chapter chief asked whether we are an item and I even wanting to gang up with you saying that we are an item? That time, we are really very close. It really seems like, every place that you are at, I'll definately be there with you. But now, when I went to kaikan, anywhere we used to go, you are not beside me chatting with me. Well, I know that we will have wonderful days in future and no matter what happens, you are my first priority. HAHAHA need to struggle hard now if not, how can we enjoy the fruit that we bear in future? JIAYOU!! ^^ Someone said that you are getting prettier. Yes, I agreed to what that person said but you looked very very drained. ):

Wushu Training-
Went to TBSC before going back to school to have training. I reached TBSC at 5plus when my training starts at 6pm. I'm really very ridicious. Chanted till 6plus and rush down for training. reached NP at 7plus and went to the club house to look for them but they are not there. So look around and saw them at basketball court. At first, don't wanna go cause jiao nian there then scare kena but I must face it if not, I'll face even more worst thing in future.

Went over there and talked to zhao wei. He asked me to go over to jiao nian and jing4 li3 him. Went over and crap something out. Well, jiao nian is really a very nice person cause I'm year 1 student ma. But anyway, went back for training and continue learning my bian1 da3 quan2. Left around 8.15pm to SYC for this saturday SD Nationwide Meeting preparation for HR skit.

Meeting at SYC for HR Skit-
reached there and everyone seems to be very happy. OF COURSE LA!! FGD COME LEH!! !!~LOL~!! so got my script and start to highlight my part. I feel that I'm da4 chai2 xiao3 yong4 lor. Just 2 sentence and that the end of my part. -.= I really love acting and well, nevermind. Give others a chance to expand their life. YAY!! ^^ Discussed a lot of things and went home after that.

When I woke up one bright day, the Sun is bright, the birds' chipping are really very wonderful, the flowers are so beautiful and I'm enjoying the breeze. Suddenly, I received a message from my girlfriend saying that, "I WANT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU!!" At that point of time, my heart was broken and the Sun seems like sooo irriating making me so hot, the birds are very noisy, how can the flowers be that ugly??

From the above secenrio, you can see "I" wake up in the morning and is in a good mood, suddenly "my" girlfriend messaged "me" and say, "I WANT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU!!" Immediately, "I" am very very angry and everything seems irritating to "me" after reading that messaged.

So this anology can give us see that a person who is from World of Heaven, immediately dropped to World of Hell after reading a message. So this simply telling us that, a person's emotion can change so easy like before leaving house, something unhappy happened or received some bothersome message but always must have the strong life condition to be at the tip-top condition because if I were to continue saying, my post will be boring. Interested in this topic? Just tell me and I'm very le4 yi4 to wei4 ni3 jie3 da2. (:

P.S. That was just an example, I don't have any girlfriend but..

FD-Coaching Kick-Off meeting-
had FD-Coaching kick-off meeting in the morning. went to TBSC for morning gongyo and I didnt focus in my chanting. Went to SYC after morning gongyo and was very hungry but I've decided to jian3 fei2 and just ate an bun which ky had bought.

Prepared everything and ready to go up to Prayer Hall. I felt that we are dots lo, we are like asking the Sunflower group to leave. Well, thanks to them and we can have this meeting been carried on. (:

Lazy to update all and just summarize. The whole thing was quite a success and a breakthough for us as we've new students joining us plus plus plus, my game station which the first group played, I made a fool of myself. Well, coachers men2, JIAYOU for our new students!! ^^

Ah crap. My testi is 4pages long. I think it's abit long and naggy. Well, hope that it wont dragged after 15mins. ZzZ

The 60 hours daimoku campagin, it's only 16 hours for the last update I had ytd. Well, at least I completed my 6hours of daimoku within 3 days. ^^ That is consider a very GREAT acheivements for me after school reopened. Thinking of last year, chanting 1 hour seems impossible but it is really my good fortune to had that kind of results during prelim to make me really start chanting seriously. Thinking back of last year, it's really an exciting year for me. WUAHAHAHA =/

Forget abt the test that I had. I guess it was badly done especially my Engineering Mechanics. All the answers that I had is different from what I had from Calvin!! -.= My EG1 is still ok and I'm late again but I'm able to finish the whole paper before 12.30pm. Now I really don't care about my results for Common Test already. All I care is whether the FD-Coaching kick-off meeting will be a great success a not.

Had a talk with my IIC yesterday. I really think that I had that need to change my attitude and must THINK before I talk when talking to YWDs. Really like what Wei Liang told me yesterday, "YWDs need encouragements and not been pin point of their mistakes." Now I really understand why ... ... ... -.=

Went to TSC and chanted till 7pm. After that went to Bedok Camp for NDP training. Made a very WRONG decision by taking 45 to Bedok Camp. Was late and lucky thing was, Jason gave me chance and so, was spared for the moment from been kicking out of NDP. Uncle Mike seems serious about attitude of participants towards each and every NDP training. So this Saturday when going down to Marina Bay, I must not be late again.

Tonight's FD-Coaching daimoku-kai. I have targeted 15 coachers to attend the daimoku-kai while others targeted 10. But I felt that we must have the same target in mind as if some prayed 10, some prayed 15 and some prayed 20, which figure will Gohonzon had to give? All don't give suan le. So, having the same target in mind is really VERY important as a whole group.

Realistic goal is good but making impossible target is important as making impossible target will make us chant even more and bring forth the myoho within us, making the impossible, possible. This is why Sensei can have so many break through in his life making himself as a actual proof.

One duno is good or bad news. Raymond, my Assistance Chapter Chief who is an IIC too has just transfer from NYPSD to NPSD. This time round really got pushed by him le. My good days in NPSD is gone!! H-E-L-P~ T.T

my tagboard is very dead. PEOPLE!! TAG IN MY TAGBOARD WHEN YOU PASS BY MY BLOG!!! =.-

things for the YMD kenshu, i'll update when i've time. there are 2 things which i vowed after attending this kenshu.
1) Protecting GD no matter what happens even if it were to cost my life just like how Sensei protected Mr Toda.
2) Protecting the Mystic Law no matter what happens even if I were to face percecusations and I'll protect Sensei like how Sensei protected Mr Toda. Protecting SSA; SGI till my very last breathe in this lifetime.

with this two vows, i guess, i'll have to remember it for life.
P.S. i'm not joking or making these vows for the sake of making.

ELTECH Common Test-
had my ELTECH Common Test today. was late for the test cos went out of the house late and make wrong decision and that was to take 151 to school. shld have taken MRT den change bus and that will be much more faster. =.-

went to convention centre as the venue is there. when i stepped into the exam hall, everyone has started and it was very obvious as i reached at 11.16am. quickly put down my bags infront and went to my seat. start to do the paper and there are 14 questions in the paper. to my surprise, i finished the whole paper except for 4 question which i duno how to do by 12noon. just 45mins of doing and i'm able to complete 10 questions. this shows that the power of daimoku is really unlimited. (:

the remaining 30mins, i used to complete the 4 questions and checking of the answers. there is this particular question which i really duno how to do and so i chanted in my heart and i'm able to solve the question with not much confident of getting full marks for it.

well, today's victory for doing the ELTECH common test is really very victorious and i'm gotta score another victory for tml's EG1 and wednesday Engineering Mechanics tests. i'll keep bearing what Mr Jerry Tay said, "The power of gohonzon is unlimited and it is our faith which is limited. Keep testing the power of gohonzon, having the gohonzon first attitude in your life."