argh!! 5% gone.. T.T

feeling so guilty for not doing for the FD-coaching. monday had a so call dmk and i did nothing. ytd had a main com mtg den last minute cant do it. i really felt that i did nothing contributing to the thing lor. tho i said i want to leave but how can i be so irresponsible?

really feeling dunno wad to do chai hao. but recently i just received my benefit. proudly to say that my friends and i got into NDP! yay !! prayed for so long finally answered alr(: still got another problem haven solved yet. been saying to go to kaikan and chant but -.-ll

g2g watch tv alr.. Sayonara~ ^^

SPRING STORM!! Woo~ PD camp was fun and i had lots of fun with those kids(:


Thursday
went to yh's hse and had him to teach me amaths.. this friend of mine is really VERY GOOD ah.. sitting down there playing computer asking his sister to teach me differenation and his sister was like quite fierce but i had a nice time talking to her and she's oso quite funny too.. haven changed at all.. WUAHAHAHA !!


Friday
slept at 6am in the morning and was woke up at 9plus thx to my beloved mother who came into my room and scolded me for using yh's card. couldnt sleep at all the moment she came in and was like -.-ll went to eunos to meet krystal and go to jurong kaikan for our PD camp. supposely we are meeting vivien and zhi xin at boon lay mrt station, but they were oso late too and so coincidently we met on train so saved the wating time. huiting was waiting for us there and was reading magzine..


took 242 to jurong kaikan.. reached and mark our attendance. the Sunshine Aunties there are like blur blur dunno wad to do but our attendance was been mark by one of the main com i guess and we got our PD Camp SHIRT!! yay!(: saw sooling's zone one of the YWD. thought she was still studying but actually she was one of the FD-ICs who help out in the PD Camp.. went to IPA and it's time to go to our group. all of us including the ICs dunno which group we are in so poor shawn had to say out our group one by one. well, my group is Radiant Lightyears !!


went to meet my SA who are Aunty Agnes and Aunty Cindy.. when i saw Aunty Cindy, i am quite surprise as she sooooo young !! but i suddenly remembered that YWD will directly go to WD once they got married and so cont wad i'm doing.. in my mind, i'm thinking of whether my cousin will be in my group anot and well, SHE's INSIDE MY GROUP!! Lol. sooling's sister also inside my group and she's been like spreading that i'm monkey to everyone but lucky the rumours stopped if not i oso dunno how to survived this 2days..


the camp officially starts at after PD chief had her speech.. next was Vice-GD Uncle Chan's talk. i'm really very tired and fall asleep half-way through. anw, it was quite a good talk indeed and those lion cubs are very quiet when Uncle Chan was talking.. had tea-break after that and had sushi for tea-break !!(: was very hungry and kept eating as didnt had my lunch. after tea-break, went back to IPA for the walt disney talk by one of the SA. also fall asleep when she's talking and i learnt something things which i can learn from walt disney. never give up spirit !! this is good for my vow for 3.16. (:


dialogue time for the lion cubs !! SA and FD Facilitor went to the Oak room and had our discussion on wad to do for camp fire.. was been post to cheerleading team and was one of the leader. the other 2 leaders are qi wei and huiting. 5.30pm went to hall of wisdom for our campfire preparation.. had like abt 15 lion cubs in the cheerleading team. had a hard time dealing with them as those boys are there blowing the whistle and some dun1 to cooperate.. but luckily had me around to threaten them by saying if they dun do wad we asked them to do, they will have to do chicken dance.. Lol!!


had dinner after preparation and had buffet. had till i full and still have my sister's tabao. lucky ask her to buy lor mai kai if not. HOHOHO campfire starts and cheer till i had no voice already.. overall champion for campfire, RED HOUSE (Spring Storm) !! yay!! Cheering champion, WHITE HOUSE (Ragging Rapid) !! quite disappointed cos cheer till no voice le den nv get cheering champion. ):


supper had pizza and it was like 2hours after our dinner.. those SA are very kind, kept feeding us with food. guess i gotta be very fat if this continues.. T.T after supper, the lion cubs had their wash-up and souvenir making. i really buay tahan those lion cubs who dun even listen or cooperate with us de lor.. but recalling of myself been like this, er.. =P

went to oak room at 11pm and had dialogue with those SAs. the SA who is in-charge of discipline is really damn cool. she is the "secret agent" who are tasked to take note of lion cubs behaviour and give them points.. she is quite a strict one though cos lion cubs got ask for permission to go toilet or thanks those SA after doing something. well, without saying of course is Storm Spring is the Hall Champion for the day(:

went to bath bath after that and is really not fair to YMDs !! SAs and YWDs are coming over to level 2 and bath when they have both the Male and Female toilet at level one and now, they are coming over to level 2 and fight toilet with us!! NOT FAIR!! o well, who cares.. HAHAHAHA bathed le and went down to the foyer and had a group dialogue with ghee han. after dialogue, have personally guidance with him and learnt lots of things from him.

felt very tired half-way when shawn and ghee han is sharing the mystery of life and death and it's really a very interesting topic !! but too bad.. i went to sleep half-way when they are sharing.. heard from chye long saying that ghee han left jurong kaikan at 2.30am. i shld have stay awake longer!! ARGH !!

Saturday
was been waked up by jiawei at 5.53am when we can wake up at 6.30am and i have already set my alarm clock at 6.30am. went down to basement and had our dancing work out been done and the teacher is meilun. Lol. after dancing had breakfast and went to IPA to do our morning gongyo after that. i'm really feeling very tired and fall asleep half way through doing my morning gongyo.. karma ah.

had speech by PD chief and some talks plus group cheer and i fall asleep throughout the whole thing till the start of the amazing race. amazing race is really amazing.. running up and down from 3rd to 1st level and to basement.. had so much fun during the amazing race.. WUAHAHA tea-break at 10.40am and i'm really gotta be fat soon. OMG !!

cert giving and taking of photographs. didnt went up and take photo with my group ppl cos was sitting at back and was very blur and sleepy. ZzZ i regretted !! went home after that and sleep all the way.. -.-ll

seems like i've got to go already !! Sayonara~ ^^ Radiant Lightyears, I LOVE YOU ALL!!

"what is absolute happiness? it is when you are facing problem and you will still be happy and challenge your problem. i really hope that all my friends will reach this state and never ever again be sad with their problem and as well as mine too.."

"Radiant Radiant yi1 ba, Radiant Radiant er4 ba, Radiant Radiant san1 ba, Radiant Radiant si4 ba. now we do the xi3 sua2 sua2 !! xi3 sua2 sua2 xi3 sua2 sua2 !! woo~ woo~ xi3 sua2 sua2 xi3 sua2 sua2 !! woo~ woo~ ooooooooooooooooo !! RADIANT YEAH!! " - Radiant Lightyears group cheer ^^

3.16 ended off with a sounding impact and i'm towards to 16 March 2018(:

meeting for ytd was quite fun. i didnt attend such an interesting and grand meeting before though President came to ICA last year but it wasn't very fun.. i have got a baton and i shall use this baton to achieve Singapore kosen-rufu and be the role model of the whole world as Singapore is a small country and it will encourage the other country greatly(:

i remembered raymond told me this before, "the total of the world practising Daishonin's buddhism is 15 million. 10 million is from Japan and the other 5 million is from the rest of the 190 countries and terrorities.. so if buddhism had to be spread in Japan, people will be thinking that it's no big deal as mai4 hua1 zhan4 hua1 xiang1. but if other countries start to spread this buddhism. those ppl who are not practicing are seeing like, for example, an india have got to do with Japanese religion, so they will find out more abt it."

i personally agreed with what raymond says. if lets say there is one Indian shakubuku-ing a Chinese, that Chinese will be thinking what has "Japanese" religion (for most of the ppl think that SGI is a Japanese religion upon hearing the name) got to do with this Indian guy? and so, this Chinese will find more abt wad is Daishonin's buddhism abt. so lets not hestitate anymore.. i'm gotta start on my kosen-rufu campaign starting from now. everyday is 3.16 for me.. i shall put kosen-rufu above everything even though there is something that i had been bothering abt..

o yeah! KOSEN-RUFU is a eternal thing and HERE I COME!! ^^

finally found some time to post one entry.. but i will make it a point to post an entry everyday. have been doing nothing at home nowdays other den playing computer.. 3.16 is coming and i still have the mood of playing games.. wad a good disciple of Sensei am I.. -.-ll

min wei came and home-visited me on tuesday.. this chapter cum ex-FD IC of mine, is really very forgetful. sunday he asked me whether i'm free on monday anot, den i tell him that no free so he said come on tuesday. knowing that he will make a note down on everything that he had to attend, he happily forget to change the day of coming and home-visit me from monday to tuesday and he came to my house on monday for nothing. ZzZ

cont on min wei home-visiting me.. he came at 8.25pm and was late when he said he will be coming at 8pm. it's ok as he had tons of things to do and he came late do me some advantage cos can eat my dinner and watch hong kong series as it's the last episode for that show but i only watch half of it cos he came at 8.25pm when the show ends at 8.45pm.

talked abt some of the topics like political, some episode of HR and gosho.. i told him that i wanted to borrow the daily gosho from my friend de, but she dun1 den nvm lor. he den tell me that, "gosho it's jus like a sword of a swordman. if u were to borrow that sword from that swordman, how is he going to fight when he meets danger?" he still got say that toda sensei expect everyone to at least have a small book of gosho with them everytime they go for study meeting. the reason is the one that i just said.. so i should say sorry to engpeng as i wanted to borrow her "sword". Sorry! i wil not let u go without ur "sword" again!!

so think it's time for me to go and buy the brown colour Writings of Nichiren Daishinon already. i dun wanna be a swordman without a sword with me. for some politics, i have some comment but it's not adviceable to say here. LOL i still rmb wad kenneth says on monday for the FD-Coaching Coachers meeting saying abt PAP.

guess i have to go now as rushing back to play dota!! Sayonara~ ^^

it's been age ever since i blog dunno how many weeks ago. so many things had happened and i oso dunno wad to say.. hais.. really hope that i can become a kid and i dun need to care so much thing or rather to be said, i rather i dunno anything and be an innocent guy can already.. LOL but cannot la.. wad will happen to gakkai if one of the capable leader is missing ? it makes a difference..

so i shall update on the instutition meeting that i had last sat. it was quite fun and to be frank, i'm not excited to go for the instutition meeting on last sat cos the instutition that i went was NPSD and i dun really know the ppl there and they are like strangers to me. but the outcome was different. the meeting was quite fun and my IIC, wei liang is really a joker. during the group dialogue that we are been spilt to, den there is this YWD in our grp that dun1 to go for 3.16 meeting at expo den wei liang wan to encourage her to go so he will beat around the bush and after that go to the point that he wanna say..

den in the end, he was been shoot by me and that YWD for doing that so, seems like i have been influence by him.. i oso beat around the bush den go straight to my point.. LOL testimonial by jefferson was quite ok but the worst part is i almost fall asleep when he is saying his testimonial.. it's my fault for sleeping the night before the instutition meeting.. so i must change this habit of MINE!! *ROAR*

went to dinner after that with them, know quite a no. of them alr.. chriss, hong bing, still got afew more that i forgotten the name.. LOL went home after that and stay at home for the whole night and play game.. -.-ll

there is a song that i wanna share.. it's FD musical opening song(: and here it goes..
Intro :
Morning sun
Shining bright
Lots of work to get done. . .

Verse :
I live on a little planet
Slightly larger than me
The sun here sets and rises
Pretty often, as you can see
And while this rocky home of mine
May be little, may be small
And I have responsibility
I have to do my chores

Transition :
There are 3 volcanoes on this rock
2 going strong and 1 that's stopped
This planet grows such dangerous weeds
Of which I must get rid of
And on this earth I grow a seed
That I water that I feed
It will come to full bloom soon
It will blossom any second. . .

Chorus :
Welcome to B 6 1 2
It's a cosy little place
We all live together, life's not a race

Welcome to B 6 1 2
I am the little prince
I can't stay to talk cos, I have my chores!

saw this lyrics on the WINGS feb issue..