woohoo~ i'm going for the SSA-SGM exchange tml!! :D gotta learn lots of thing. >.<

o well.. where should i start??
tuesday
went to SK to help out wif eugena, brian and freddy and was late due to signing contract thingy. quite fun and realised that i've the talent of been a house-husband! -.-

went to eat after that den rush down to SYC for the SSA-SGM prepartion mtg. drew key and chant den the meeting started.. everyone was speaking MT and i was like thinking why on earth why the prayers written in CHINESE!? sang song and had lots of fun..(:

have a mass round of introduction and after that was "DOs" and "DON'Ts" by 2 ICs whom i dunno who are they. one look like ASD de IIC whose name i forgotten who le.. =X after which go to respective groups and i'm in grp2 and my grp name is COMPASSION!(: group member have peipei (ldr), weimin, caiping, one more YMD IC and last but least, ME!! :D

honbu discussion and we are tgt wif grp1&3 and we decided to use the celebrity soccer match cum friendship peace concert de mass dance and asked xiulian to help sooling and me to recap the dance steps.(: was been drive home by chee leong and have been taking the same route for same 2 days alrdy.. HAHAHA

wednesday
nothing much happened. went down to TSC for the first training of the honbu performance. saw xiulian on the way and went tgt wif her. reached alrdy ate my dinner den waited for sooling and we started our practice. practice practice practice and peipei came. crap and crap and laugh and laugh and the time past very fast.. home sweet home after that and was been drove home by hougang zone YMD. have been taking the same route for 3days alrdy.. -.-

later gotta go down to TSC for practice again.. HAHAHA Sayonara~ ^^

"Have the depth of faith to regard everything as a source for creating happiness and value" - Daisaku Ikeda

feeling much better alrdy! :D ate medicine yesterday and also chanted to recover today.(:

saw this guidance from a post and i shall quote..
"your future depends on the efforts you made and whether you are walking the correct path. it is not important how you compare to others but how you compare to who you were ytd" - Daisaku Ikeda

tonight got johor trip de debrief.. i dunno why i have this feeling.. perhaps i think i'm hais.. doesn't want to talk abt it anymore.. i can't smile anymore whenever i'm infront of you.. why is this so? i doesn't want to know it..):

back from chalet~(: quite fun but fall ill in the end..):

dun wish to post anything abt the chalet as i'm sicked now..): i hate the feeling of been sicked and it's erm.. so long alrdy that i haven been sicked. just wanna thx benji for been so concern and zijing for "debating" with me abt SD and i know u gotta hate this things to happened.

eyes very pain now and i dun want to post anymore. Sayonara~

歌手：周杰伦
歌曲：我不配

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

finally found a song which can represent my present feeling.. !!~LOL~!! too bad i dun have the song with me, if not i'll share it with your de.. :'(

*yawn* LAUREL!! YOU OWN ME ONE .... !! I WANT IT BY TML!! :D

you dun like people to mess with you problem, i oso dun like people to mess with my problem. if you wanna mess with my problem, you jolly well better let people mess with your problem first before messing with my problem. i don't know what will i do.

just been random.. =X

*yawn* i'm sooo tired.. must accompany laurel till she finish her project.. HAHAHA ^^

went to ica building again ytd. reached there at 4.12pm and went to ica building and get my number.. waited for almost 1hr30mins just to get a CHOP in my passport. -.-ll went to ica and chant till 7pm and went to SMU wif qi jun and meet sk at dhoby ghaut for the student peace lecture.

we were late for the student peace lecture. on the way to SMU, ate my dinner which sk specially packed for me. it's very D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!! especially the pork.. haha.(: couldn't get into the lift as we aren't students of the SMU. (why didn't they make it for the public to use it? -.-) thx to louis and we can go into the lecture.(: couldn't catch a single ball on what is that speaker is talking abt. it's all thx to qj den i can understand it. HAHAHA almost ZzZ at the lecture as it's totally boring.. =.- went to eat wif karen, yong kang, ivan, 2 more YMDs whose name i dunno, my sis, zijing, hs, xinyi and qj. home sweet home after that.

i'm really very tired alrdy.. still got to accompany her till dunno wad time and so, gotta to stop here.. Sayonara~ ^^

"Prayer extirpates fear, banishes sorrow, and kindless hope. It is a revolution thorugh which we rewrite our own destiny. Prayer entails intense challenge to believe in yourself and stop hating who you are. To belittle yourself is to defile Buddhism and the Buddha within your life" - Daisaku Ikeda

went to ica building again today. made a wasted trip again as the system closed at 4.30pm. -.-ll have to go down again tml.. hais.. wad a waste of time.. my job!! my agent had not contact me ever since she called me on fri. must chant lots of lots of daimoku le.(:

went to tao nan after chanting at TSC. reached there le saw derrick, pk and yh playing bball wif 3 strangers. koon sit there playing his stupid PSP. sheng was there smoking and as usual, ignored him.. Lol. gene went to his ah ma hse and get some drinks but he didn't get it for me as he dunno i'm there.. derrick team won the stranger team and after which went to eat.

after eating went to play one match of dota at zion. finally my team won! potm, lycan and sf vs puck, sk (sand king) and void. home sweet home after that.

O.o did i do a gd job ytd? i really dunno.. wadever wadever wadever.. -.-ll

FD meeting at kenneth's hse
went to marine parade there to cut my hair and it cost me $10 for the hair cut!! -.-ll cut my hair till ok la.. but my mom says it's very UGLY!! =.- but ok lor.. i still like it anyway.. HAHAHA went to kenneth's hse for FD meeting after that with eugene and we took bus 31 to tpy.

need 1hour den can reach tpy as it's peak hour so, ok la.. den after that meet up with, vanessa, ailin, darren, jasmine and other YWD name whose name i dunno. went to kenneth's hse taking 139 and reached there at about 8pm. i'm doshin so cheng see have to go away when i'm here..
!!~LOL~!! chant till 8.20pm and my whole leg numb till like wad lor.. start FD meeting le.. 1st of all is ailin and mei ching present, not bad.. they are presenting the founding spirit of Soka Gakkai.. chief came while ailin and mei ching are presenting..

up next is chicken dance.. quite fun and i'm the game master.. after chicken dance was puzzle time.. vanessa done all the work and it's quite well done.. i have the most poison as i have shown "stupidlity" and "anger". !!~LOL~!! no bad huh?? discussed abt the war thingy and i followed wad engpeng's zone has gave them. NO WORLD WAR IS TO BE ALLOWED!! Lol. den qi jun's grp got the most war as qi jun is a very gd ss student. HAHAHA

time for me to share abt the karma of wars and colin abt "greed", wen qin abt "anger" and "stupidlity" and i'm oso presenting the closing statement. crap crap crap and it's time for chief to give some words of encouragements.. o ya!! before i forget.. chief brought kaiyang to ytd's meeting!! he's soooo cute.. but too bad i didn't take a picture of kaiyang..):

went to tpy central there de KFC and eat and saw someone.. really very suay to see her there.. after prom night thought wont see her le but still see her.. what a suay day i have.. !!~LOL~!! went home taking cab wif sis and qi jun. played dota for awhile and lose 2 matches. -.-ll slp after the 2nd match. HAHAHA

pictures which took with chelsia on the prom night.. really was been force to do it de.. -.-ll
should have grabbed her shoulder.. :D no la.. i'm not that hrmp!! -.-ll

took it with her when i jus came. look at andy's expression.. sooo -.-ll

sikang and me!! :D took it during on the actual day of NDP!!(:

woohoo~ back to update update..(:

prom night wasn't fun and i was been di-siao when i reached there as were to request to take photo with chelsia again with my hand over her shoulder. -.-ll doesn't want to do it but no choice as regina dun1 to let us go take food if we dun take.. so, take lor..

the food was quite okok but all those food can buy at "chai fan" there for $2.50. !!~LOL~!! den i didn't eat quite a lot and was very hungry when i reached home. took pictures and hope to get all pictures from huihui soon. went home with hui and ep and that absent-minded hui, thx A LOT!! -.-ll forget to bring her ez-link and thought that she lost it and so, wait for her parents to come to bring ep and i back to amk. my only regrets is i didn't take picture wif you..):


this were the pictures that took during prom nite and grad day.. gotta upload more when i get it.(: hiroshi and me!! :D he looks like a prince charming on that day wor~ (:

went to school ytd for the last paper. reached school le den after saw baoguang and he was there translating english to chinese of wad meng guan had wrote for them. he read till very funny and we were laughing at there non-stop. LOL!! ^^ bee yee came and i was suprise that she said happy birthday to me!!(: at least got one still rmb my bdae. i'm so touched.. T.T

during exams, i used about 18mins to finished up the whole paper and i was quite shocked and i went back to check each and every question carefully and found out that i didn't made any mistake. so, i didn't went to ZzZ but instead, i go back and check which questions i dunno how to do and spend the rest of the 1/2 there thinking and checking. exams are finally O-V-E-R~ so HAPPY lor!!

went home and rest for awhile but didn't really rest and just sit down there play com.. Lol.. celebrate my bdae with yh, derrick, kw, eugene and pk and these are the pictures which we took.(: quite a formal shot i think.. but... -.-ll

ITS ALL O-V-E-R!! YAY!!(:

this few days have been online and have neglected my POA!): and ytd i oso dunno why study my TYS de mistake and most of the question came out!! :D

this few days spenting soooo much time on reading ... and i feel that you are very interesting!!(: didn't know that you had soooo much fun in the past.. HAHAHA but the sad thing is hais... i dun wish to say it. i'll make sure i finished the whole thing by sunday. still got quite alot more to go.. HAHAHA

o yea.. need to post abt wad happened on saturday and sunday!!(:

Saturday
celebrity soccer match
celebrity soccer match wor.. went to bishan mrt stadium to meet up wif benji, nicholas and darren. didn't expect myself to see engpeng, huihui and sooling there oso. went to bishan stadium after that. for no reason, i've decided to become the cheerleader?? where is my mini skirt?? !!~LOL~!! nah~ who says every cheerleader must wear mini skirt de?? -.-ll

practice cheer, practice mass dance and time past very quickly. play tgt wif benjamin hum's brother, ze ze and his damn cute but he's rough man.. -.-ll celebrity soccer match has started and by dunno how many minutes, celebrity side had scored one goal and half-time is up! i went up to the stage due to many stress but this was a gd stress as i got a chance to take picture wif TANG YU SHU!! YAY!!(: second half has started and didn't really bother watch it and eugene this time called me and both kaiyang and i went to pick him up. left him wif alvin but he wants to be alone.. soo dots lor.. -.-ll

soccer match finished and celebrity won with the score of 2-0 and we almost scored a goal due to offside den not counted.. anw, took picture wif jeff and felicia and they are very good looking not on the screen too!!(: heard from many people said that felicia's father is from soka and that's very cool man! everything ended at 8plus and dynamo stayed back and discussed about next dynamo outing.. quite a few activities lining up for us, so i think i can retire for the moment of planning le.(:

after that went to J8 mac and eat and on the way, crap soooo much lor.. at mac more worst, kaiyang, alvin, ben and tiffany was there saying what has dynamo achieved soooo far other than doing chingay dance and we want our own DYNAMO DANCE!! ROAR* went to potong pasir wif qi jun, nicholas, kaiyang, eugena and eugene and when we reached, nicholas missed the last train to little india and he is stuck there for the NIGHT!! NOOOOO!! talked to kaiyang about -.-ll and he waked me up.. i've a lot of shortcomings and i need to change before i become leader..
went home bath and chant and went to ZzZ

Sunday
morning gongyo at ica
didn't wake up in the morning and thx to mummy and i woke up..(: went to ica for morning gongyo wif engpeng and sooling. GD wasn't in singapore and was back yesterday as he went to Japan for kenshu. saw vincci after morning gongyo and went to the coffee shop and eat and meet up wif qi jun. went to TM wif them and after that took bus 27 to near hougang mall de bus stop there and took bus home while they went over and go for their FD meeting.

Chingay 2008 training
went to kallang mrt station and meet laurel at 3pm and gave her, her birthday present. she expected me to give her as i was acting very strange. SORRY!! my mission failed!!): went to PA and forgetting about nicholas as i'm suppose to meet him at 3.30pm at PA.

reached PA at around 3.15pm, saw ying jie and he ask, "why are here? i thought u are reserve?" den i give him -.-ll face. ask laurel to teach me POA and as usual, she dunno anything.
!!~LOL~!! suddenly, i went to mark my attendance and check my group. saw mable jiejie there and she said, "since your name is not here alrdy den you are out. hahaha" den i was like ... -.-ll lor.. where got like that de?! finally marked my name and tell me my group. i'm in corals!! yay!! at sikang's choreograph de group and went down and talk wif benji, junhao, mk, zi yi, laurel, zijing, hs. very crap la.. all go to corals except laurel, she's from wave and at least got friend pei wo there since dynamo is not there. alvin came and he's in corals too!! 1st dynamo-ian to be in corals!!(: stella went to seeweed.. saw wen sheng korkor running to admin point as he was late. !!~LOL~!!

training finally started and i was in Coral-B and hmm.. ok la that grp. learn the steps very fast and the ywd trainer ask us to dance one time for her to see. everyone was looking at me as i'm the only one who catches the dance steps very fast.. what the.. -.-ll it's B-R-E-A-K timeeee!! was very thirsty and hungry so went over to drink and after break went back to practice.

this is the part where it's very crap. going to learn the 6 count of 8 le den wen sheng korkor came and tell me this, "jerry, we had made a mistake here. you are suppose to be in crab." den i was like, CRAB!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I DUNNNNN WANT!!! T.T aiya NVM la.. crab oso fun ma.. and gohonzon has reason to arrange me in crab de.(: so, went over lo. learn the crab dance very fast as it's very easy.(: sam, stella and krystle was there laughing at me for going to crab and i was like.. -.-ll lor.. aiya who cares??

there is this showcase where each and every group have to present their dance. the order of showing was like this, jellyfish, soldier crab, corals, seaweeds, wave, school of fish and lion fish. (did i missed out any?? no i think.. ^^) after that was debrief and mable jiejie gave words of encouragement. she talked abt why Toda Sensei set-up the SD and the spirit of SD in Soka Gakkai.(: training was over like this and everyone was very high. 1st training alrdy sooo high liao, i didn't expect it de lor.. WUAHAHAHA!! ^^ went to eat wif mk, jh, benji, nicholas and dean. after that went to marine parade and find koon they all and played dota.(:

lao jiang VS new comer?
there is this dota game where derrick, ying hao, koon wei and shen lun VS ah boy, yang, gene and me and we called this game as lao jiang VS new comer. they are the pioneer batch to play dota while we are the later one among our cliques and its damn fun. our team got AM, CM, RK and TROLL while opponent team has SF, BH, CENTAUR and SK (sand king). very funny lor, starting gene was like been pawned like hell and that idiot koon go buy 1 boot and 3~4 iron will helmet. ZzZ armour +20 and my AM hit him like nth lor. but i oso not bad la. my AM play till so defence as i bought Vanguard and Hood. we starting were been owned but in the end, when we engage in mid-game we WON! and we pushed.. in the end, they quitted as the shop is closing and they gave an excuse of they anyhow play cos shop closing soon.. -.-ll

anyway, it quite fun playing together with them and hope that this will come more often!!(:

that all for today. gotta go out and buy some clothes and shoe for my graduation dinner tml! Sayonara~ ^^

"Those who are always complaining about their cirumstances find that success continually eludes them. As do those who speak ill of others or who make excuses for their failures." - Daisaku Ikeda

what am i thinking now? exams are going to finish in 3days time and i'm feeling like this? the truth is, i really can't bear to let go of you!! dun leave my sight plsssss.. i dun want to see you the last time at grad dinner and the other time is taking back result that time..): after 13/11, i'll be cutting down on going to SYC alrdy.. will miss the uncle there very much de.. :'(

8 November 2007
FLINT 4 training
met eugene at the bus stop opposite my block and took 113 to kovan mrt and meet kaiyang.. really damn stupid lor.. waited about 30mins then the bus came.. really get pissed of by that bus and because of that we were late for meeting kaiyang.. -.-ll

reached kovan mrt station and so coincidently the train arrived just in time, i ran over to the other end of the train and called kaiyang to board the train. on our way there, we crap alot and we at the same time discussed what to do next at SYC for the group 1 presentation as GROUP 1 is presenting "practising for oneself and others (ji-gyo-ke-ta)". reached harbourfront and went to shop and vivo while waiting for colin.. but in the end, we made him waited for dunno how long cos of ... ... ... hais..

reached SYC at about 1pm and fann was there bugging min wei to open the door to let her go in and we are her saviour.. WUAHAHAHA!! collect everything le go up to the aud room and open the doors and went in.. do some preparation work and went up to library to photocopy 50 copies of notes which is done by kaiyang! guess who i saw?? i saw JUDY!!! really didn't see her for afew months alrdy.. she still so pretty and cute.. LOL!! :D

went down back to aud and fold and cut the notes and very quickly, we were D-O-N-E!(: after finishing the folding and cutting of the notes, fann suddenly suggested that they should postpone to next saturday. my job just came in time!!(: i encouraged her and she's willing to take up the challenge of presenting today..(i think i should be a counsellor suan le. LOL!! ^^) very quickly, i taught what i planned and kaiyang giving them instruction like who take which slides and they went up to present just like that..

finally the time has come and eugene was the first to present, 2nd was colin and the number goes on.. finally the presentation was over and it was quite a well done one.. chief didn't ask them to redo again.. GROUP 1!! UR HAVE S-U-C-C-E-E-D!!(: the later part of the training was quite fun. test on life of Nichiren Daishonin and most of the answer is damn crap. quite fun, huixian, kaiyang and i were laughing at there non-stop.. haha..

still got a game is sugar cube building tower and the rule is that the person who is building the tower must closed their eyes and the tower must be stable there for 8mins. each group will have to set their own target, after which they must build the tower with the number of sugar cube into tower with the target which they set and there will be 2 games. groups which cannot meet their requirement for their target, the points will be taken treated as 0 and taking the game 1 points if it were the second game which didn't reach the target. obviously that group 1 neither win nor lose. we were the last group and we chase up to 2nd position and almost won the game just because group 3 has the total higher den us. ARGH!!

objective of this game is to test ur honesty and integrity. FLINT 4 training has came to an end very fast and it's time for me to meet wen qin at boon keng mrt station to home visit one of our member!!(:

home-visiting whampoa zone student
went to eat with eugene at sean im food centre. borrowed $5 from him just to buy one chao kway teo and nasi lemak.. got to return him the money very soon!!(: after eating, went to boon keng and meet wen qin and reached there at 7.18pm when we agreed to meet at 7.30pm. it's very obvious who is late!! -.-ll met wen qin at 7.40pm and walked to the student's house. his house is quite a distant and finally we reached his house. had a dialogue with him and i tell him what are my benefits by practicing. had a dialouge till 9plus and its time for home sweet home~
and my day ended with a lot values been created..(:

9 November 2007
study at SYC and friday rendenzour
went to study at SYC and reached there at 3.10pm. purpose of going there is to study for my poa and i've learnt quite a few things today. when your closing stock is been understated this yr, your gross will be understated too and the next year's gross profit will also be understated. this is what i found out after drawing the Trading, Profit and Loss A/C.(: sikang came with my packet food with him and he's having headache and went over to SPC and buy 1 box of panadol and eat.. that panadol cost $5.75!! so expensive lor.. ZzZ went back to SYC and eat my pasta and it taste Y-U-M-M-Y!!(: went back to library and continue studying while sikang sleep beside me after consuming 2 pills of panadol.. he waked up at 6pm and studied till 6.30pm and went over to meet room and chant.

at around 6.55pm, he went home for his meeting and i continued to chant. chant till 7.20pm and the caretaker came up and tell me to stop as the meeting room is reserved for the counselling group which was set up not long ago. after that went down to lobby and bought some food for myself to cure my stomach.. ate alrdy and finally i went back to study seriously.. time past very fast and it's 9.30pm and the caretaker somehow chase me away and i think it's time for me to go and so, went down to aud to find stella.. went to tpy and eat fried bee hoon fried by sikang's mom!!(: its heavenly d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s!! :D after eating and crapping, its time for me to go home.. missed 113 at kovan and i had to walk home..):
guess i have to go now.. need to sleep early and wake up early tml.. Sayonara~ ^^

"Life is best lived by being bold and daring. People tend to grow fearful when they tasted failure, face a daunting challenge or fall ill. Yet that is precisely the time to become bolder. Those who are victors at heart are the greatest of all champion." - Daisaku Ikeda

woohooo!! i'm sooooo freaking bored at home doing nothing.. think i shld get back to my daily style of examination situation alrdy.. missed the SYC caretaker sooooo much..):

Whampoa Zone FD planning meeting
yay!! ytd's whampoa zone FD planning meeting is quite a success! (all thx to chang see's crap all the way shooting me and the 3 poison!!) tell u guys one thing, actually i didn't know abt the 3 poison till ytd and i so naive and create my own 2 poison out of 3. :D "stupid", "idiot" and "dumb" this 3 poison when the real 3 poison is "stupidlity", "greed" and "anger". Lol. ^^

Dialogue with Eugene
after the FD planning meeting, kaiyang and i went to ask eugene to come down and have a dialogue and telling him not to be fear of presenting as this is how our body reacts and this is learn from sooling's hougang zone friendship meeting there wor when there is this person been a "white mouse" and testing him how he reacts when there is 2 kinds of situation, the slient and strict one, the happy and cheering for him one..

Comrades in Faith
after talking to eugene, had a talk with kaiyang and discussing wif him about today's flint4 training and group 1 presentation. as you see, group 1 has failed the very first time and they are suppose to redo again as chief feels that group 1 is lacking of knowledge on the topic they choose so, they chose practising for oneself and other this topic and were supppose to present it later on. colin, who is group 1 leader, wants to postpone it to next saturday as they aren't enough people today as chief suddenly change it to thursday and they might be feeling very weird and find this as an excuse for not going.

so, i told kaiyang that they must not escape from reality and must face it. after long hours of talking to him, kaiyang finally agreed that they should take up this challenge and present it today. we then discussed on how buddism can talk about science. allow me to tell u one example.

why can't we break one metal rod so easily? explain it in buddhism. HAHAHA guess your dunno the answer ba.. hee.. :P the answer is, imagine that human is the molecules of the rod. it's because of itai-doshin, everyone is holding on to each other tightly and thus the metal rod can't break it easily. wad if there's a gap and itai-doshin is not there? there will be a crack and the metal rod thus can be broken easily. this is wad i told kaiyang as i learn from one of the chingay item IC and i've learn quite a number of things from him this period of time..(:

i have changed?
on kaiyang's way home, he messaged me and told me that i've changed a lot and he had learn a lot of things from me.. what i felt was, i was still the same old person and i didn't really changed much and i still like to crap a lot just like what i did in the past.):

guess i've to go alrdy.. have to prepare things for flint4 training later..(: Sayonara~ ^^

"One who refuses to seek the advice of others will eventually be led to a path of ruin. A mentor helps you to perceive your own weaknesses and confront them with courage. The bond between mentor and protege enables us to stay true to our chosen path until the very end" -Daisaku Ikeda-

7more days to my exams to finish and also its my bdae on that day!! yay!! :D

Chingay 2008, HERE I COME!! ^^
managed to get into chingay 2008 as lack of YMD and also i pray that i must get into chingay 2008 as i ... ... ...(: the day has arrived and i'm very happy to received the call from the admin side saying that i'm in for chingay as my prayers for joining chingay 2008 wasn't an concrete prayers.. anyway, must repay my gratitude back to gohonzon by shakubuku more people and to lead them to happiness..(:

one more paper and thats the end of my exams!!(:
wad shld i do?? i dunno wad i should now.. need to wait for 1 week for POA MCQ. really very stupid lor. anw, i think i should study hard and play hard during this time if not i really will not get A1 for my POA if i dun study on FRIDAY TO MONDAY 3 WHOLE DAYS AT SYC except for sunday cos i have chingay 1st practice!!! T.T

this 2 weeks of exams is really make me think of how i passed my "N" levels days last yr. although the CPE is not the same as last yr, but he's oso very strict too!!):

before i forget, graduation dinner is on the 14th!! yay!! WUAHAHAHA!!! MY EVIL PLAN ON THAT DAY IS GOING TO REACH SOON!! :P

Whampoa West chapter de daimokukai tonight at tsc.. i think i'll make a trip to SYC before going to TSC tonight.(: Sayonara~ ^^

"Iron, when heated and pounded, becomes a fine sword. Likewise, Buddhism teaches that our true strength and potential cannot be forged without hardships" -Daisaku Ikeda-

i'm finally back to my dearest computer le..): miss my computer games soooooo much that i cant wait for next tuesday to come!!):

days after days of exams and unfinished paper.. somehow, i'm been demorlised by the sansho-shima duh~ but i'm still hanging on to my dream of entering to NYJC!! :D must really thx the following people for walking down with me down my days of GCE "O" levels..

1st person whom i wanna thx is...
SIKANG!! :D
hey bro.. thx alot of walking wif me this path as i know if it were without u, my physic on last thursday will surely fail like erm.. F9 type? Lol.. and thx for keep encouraging me and chanting tgt wif me b4 we start studying. although u sometimes show attitude problem la huh.. but i know that wad u did is for my good.. the only thing i regretted was.. WHY DIDN'T I KNOW U MUCH MORE EARLIER??(:

2nd person whom i wanna thx is..
STELLA!! :D
thx for teaching me biology and lending me ur NYJC badge(something happened to ur badge.. pls dun kill me. T.T) and i really got inspired by u somehow as how u encouraged me all along and crap tgt wif me all the time and Os is going to end soon and i know that u won't to see me alone weekly again!! :D but anyway.. thx for helping me in my biology and dun worry.. i'll include ur name in my testimonial de.(:

3rd person?? i forgot who i wanna thx le.. OMG!! -.-
KAIYANG!! :D
thx for teaching me maths.. i'll thx u again when i got back an A1 for my maths(dun expect me to thx you even though i got A2 and below!! LOL!! joking :P) even though the things which u said to me were like all unpleasant to me.. but i know that u're a good friend even though u kept saying things which i forget alrdy and u really did put in effort to teach me and everytime vomit blood to teach me this F9 standard maths de student.. HAHAHA will thx u again when i get back my result next yr.(:

the list stills goes on for the people whom i wanna thx but it seems like time for this is gotta finish soon.. so i think i'll thx each and everyone on the day i got back my results ba!! :D Sayonara~ ^^