o well, found lots of pictures inside my folder and rmb this happy moments which i took. (: last trg of the milkrun!! everyone is prepared to run wor!! (:

dynamo's family photo again!! @ WEELOCK!! ^^

happy moments flies and NDP is coming to an end soon. really wish to see dynamo real soon!! i miss DYNAMO!! T.T

woooo!! changed my blogskin jus now using like almost 2~3hrs choosing and changed blogskin and finally its done!! o well, oso must thx stella for helping me putting my tagboard inside my blog!! THX STELLA!!! x)

jus now during class that time, was sleeping halfway den wake up that time and rmb wad sikang told me ytd, "true friends will support you and this also applies to a relationship. why do people find boyfriend/girlfriend for? if they feel that they are finding a boyfriend/girlfriend jus because they are lonely, then this relationship will not last long as no point been tgt when they will quarrel everyday. in a true relationship, both the boyfriend and girlfriend will support each other like working towards the same goal and when one of them are discourage, the other significant other will encourage him/her and in couples shld really have dialouge wif each other to share wad they're thinking of each other rather den guessing by observing their action."

i'm actually finding a solution to solve the trouble which i created or should i stop finding solution to the trouble which i've made as this will made the relation of us become more bitter. but i really cant stand it anymore. the more i'm doing nothing to solve this problem, the more i'm guilty. feel really very stupid la, got ignored jus like that. oso dunno wad to do next. hais. i think i should think b4 i act. this really teach me a lesson. hais. T.T

something was wrong. it was wrong and shouldn't be started from the beginning. my stupid attutide is back again. do things w/o thinking and this is the result. i'm realise how stupid am i to do this kind of things. it has happened..... nothing can change the fact anymore. i'm regreted wad i've done and created so much trouble. i'm nothing but a playing and brainless kid. ):

o well, ytd preview was great!! chief sms-ed me this, "i was at the preview show. i really enjoyed the performance. Well done! Thanks." i was so happy to receive this sms la!! cos central oso passed down the msg saying SINGA CITY done a very good job!!!!! ^^ really start to love H2 alrdy. took pictures wif "daddy" & "mummy"!! so cool!! quan jia fu oso!! (: was really very happy that i took part in this year NDP!

hais. today woke up so early lor. -.- was really tired. tried to sleep back and couldn't. my mind is totally messed up wif the trouble which i created. no point regretting it now. it has alrdy happened. wad is done is alrdy done, wad can i do? apologised and it seems to be ok but things is getting complicated. shldnt have start it or rather say, i shldnt have said it. hais. wadever.

went to morning gongyo and its totally different from last week. didnt have the wanna sleep feeling during the chanting and did my gongyo as soon as i started chanting not long as GD has alrdy done gongyo alrdy. sikang tapped on my shoulder and went to the back, sit down and chanted. GD today talk abt friendship in terms of buddhism. learn quite alot and pity the translactor cos GD sometimes will say something which is no link and he/she will need to translact wadever GD said. after morning gongyo went to have breakfast with engpeng, nicholas & sikang. saw cherie, jessica, liyan, gina and many more~ ^^

went to tsc and slack till 1plus and went to senja wif sikang for the YMD formation day. through today was the FDGM performance trg, but i think YMD formation day is more important this trg so i decided to go YMD formation day w/o waiting for the rest of the YMD. reached there abt 2.35pm and we are late!! said something which i shldnt have said. hais. me and my big mouth. next time keep quiet alrdy la. made so much comment for wad?? 1/4 of the mtg tim i was sleeping and learned quite alot of things abt SSA past from Vice-GD. ^^ saw alot of ppl. if i were to list i were to take forever. Lol. (: after the mtg, went to eat wif chinpeng, nicholas and sikang while somehow like ps ben & eric cos they were eating at MOS. after eating took bus 960 and 151 and home sweet home~ ^^

will post if i have time!! Sayonara~ ^^

ahaha!! i'm back!! (: guess i'm back to normal state unlike the past few days having fever when i woke up to go to sch and ytd actually i went to sch when mummy ask me to stay at home to rest!! (such a great improvement wor!!) well, time left not much alrdy. prelims is starting 29th August and 1st paper of the remaining sub will start 10th September so if i dun buck up now, mayb i'll take 5yrs to complete my Os. Lol.

Tuesday
had a very stupid day in sch and i forgotten everything which happened except POA lesson plus the assembly. POA lesson i slept for dunno how many periods cos i'm having headache and i told tr abt it alrdy. at the beginning of the 3rd period, tr woke me up by using "TSUNAMI" att and i was like that woke up by her. -.-ll tried to sleep back but dun1 cos later got another "earthquake" att den i gg liao. ):

assembly was a quite stupid one cos they were talking abt bullies in sch. 1st time in my 2nd semester i stayed up awake and listen to wad the person who is talking. keep kena di-siao by eric and basil and di-siao eric for been bully. i even sarcrific myself saying i'm the victim and i'm the living example. ): after that to eat at 421 and went for the el summary workshop. stupid trainer kept cui mian me. plus tr told me this, "dun let me catch u sleeping again!" den i was like abit scare but who cares. i ignored her. stay awake for almost the entire workshop and learnt lots of things. went home and bath + change and went to marine parade NLB to meet derrick and yh to study POA

totally is no mood to study cos derrick was there playing a fool. really very stupid la. went to eat at 8.45pm at KFC and went to TIMEZONE after eating. derrick and yh played HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4 and they both died b4 even clearing the stage. went to crap and after that home sweet home. ^^

Wednesday
"mummy" is back in action again!! i'm so happy to see her!! NDP trg was fun and crap alot la. lazy to eleborate. hope to see "mummy" today!! ):

Thursday
asked sikang to teach me maths at SYC and i have learnt alot of things!! (: THX SIKANG!! x)

Friday
stayed awake for almost each and every period except for el. was quite tired as i stayed up the whole 2periods for SS. tried to stay awake but FAILED. Nvm. tr teached summary which was taught during the summary workshop. physic learnt new chpt, NUCLEARS. didnt understand much cos it was linked to chem but lucky i did my mg, i was able to understand alittle bit only.

maths tr didnt come again!! did Os maths paper which contains those amaths stuffs. i wondered if those questions where 10yrs ago questions or amaths paper. o well, who cares? didnt went for POA remedial cos i wanna go home and have a rest and asked chelsia to help me tell tr that i went home. she can choose not to help me but she helped!! THX CHELSIA! x) must really thx her when i go to sch on monday.

at night, went to sikang's hse wif engpeng to asked him to teach me emaths while amaths for her. sikang's mom was so kind, treat us eat dinner and kept calling us to eat fearing that we're not full. eat finished alrdy and do our eg. after eg we slacked and crap awhile and serious time. asked sikang alot of question while engpeng asked him only sets. -.-ll left his hse at 11.05pm and after that home sweet home~ ^^

o well, today was quite an important day for me and the rest of the SSA NDP participants!! PREVIEW wor!! was quite excited even though this was the second time i participate in NDP. but that time was tgt wif sch and this time rounds is with so many comrades in faith!! had so much fun and dun wished that NDP ended so fast. ):

well, will post again when i got time. Sayonara~ ^^

OMG!!! I'M SICK AGAIN!! ARGH!! so tired~ -.-ll

i'm wondering wad's wrong wif everybody nowdays. tr show video oso can link to words of encouragements. i wondered if gohonzon have pave this way for me. my confident is somehow back alrdy!! yay!!

didnt do my mg today and was very tired during lesson time. today el that time dunno wad happened to tr. like strike lottery like that. suddenly suggesting to go canteen to had a drink while reading newspaper den standard de ma, can slack sure slack one de my class. Lol. went down to canteen and find a table to sit and sat down & begin to read newspaper. den tr suddenly told us to go to the burger stall and order wadever things which we wanna eat or drink and dun need to pay for them, she's treating us breakfast. ^^ thx tr!! x)

go and order bbq burger and a packet of milo. planned to get something more ex de but nvm. KARMA ah. Lol. (: eat, drink and read newspaper. dozed off 2times and tried to stay awake during this period cos reading a article which is very interesting. IN section pg8 and pg9. those who have it go read it! its really very interesting wor!! (:

after el lesson was over was MT lesson. tr show us video den got one video is saying got one guy is bai shou qi jia den in the very last part he said nothing is impossible unless u youself have given up. so -.- video oso can link to words of encouragements. zZz but den i slept for almost 2full period till tr show that video.

didnt do much for physic, cos cant absorb wadever tr taught as i'm tired and cant stay focus. must really be focus alrdy. prelim next month den still dun1 focus. later cant catch up wif the syllubus den i die liao. didnt go for recess cos i'm too tired alrdy den slept in class till very energetic! ^^

maths oso didnt do much but tr gave us BPSS 2006 Prelim de maths paper1 to do and its quite hard. but den my standard is really bad liao, ky's sch standard is very low liao lor. den i still find it very hard to do. hais. wad am i doing ah? i really dunno how many i suppose to get A1 for maths. o well, have a possible mindset ba! i can do it de!! (: went for history lesson and slack all the way. didnt even listen to wad ali taught us. -.-ll hais. i shld have give him face and listen to him even though i dun plan to stay for USSR for SEQ but this yr most likely SBQ USSR will come out. so listen to his lesson ba!! (:

VE didnt do anything much as today we celebrate eric and prisilla's bdae!! had so much fun and ate one very big piece of cake. weekiat and hiroshi sour grape as they oso nv go down to eat during recess. (: after school went to canteen and eat as we have the compre workshop at I-SPACE. that compre workshop is really kinda waste of my money and time. i dun deny the fact that they give good tips for exams but the trainer i had is really very boring. she's like cui mian me and poor me have to force myself to stay awake despite i'm half sleeping almost the entire program.

had a breakthrough after the 10mins that she gave us. slept for 10mins and after that was so energetic and was so enthu for the remaining time as we're going home soon!! mayb is like this den i'm so awake plus so enthu ba. =P well after that was home sweet home and i manage to revise abit for my maths!! wad a improvement shown in me. study for 2~3hrs mainly trying to solve the problems. hais. need to buck up for my maths alrdy.

I CAN DO IT DE!! ^^ guess i've to stop here and will post if i got time. Sayonara~ ^^

Friday
was look forward to go study for the 1st time cos dear asked me go leh!! but in the end didnt go study cos she had mtg at night at NYP. T.T nvm lor. went back home and have a rest since she's so caring asking me to go home have a rest den go home rest lor. ^^ had my prelims el oral at 2.15pm and waitng 2hr30mins or more as i'm the 2nd last but thx to hiroshi and jiahao, i'm the 4th last!! (:

during my turn to practice that time, i was like very practice till very swee liao leh. but den hor, when i walked to the examiners that time hor, my heartbeat begin to increase and my reading pace is getting unstable. tr was so kind to point out wadever mistake i had made. he said this, "the words in the reading passage u must know which one to stress on. for ur picture discussion, u jus said informal words right? but i somehow cant rmb which word did u said. conversation is not bad." thx man! i love this tr la. so gd lor. maybe wad she said is right, this tr really rox man!! (: so, after oral went back home and slack till 7plus den go SYC for FD GM discussion wif nicholas&justin. -.-ll

reached there was like 8.30pm alrdy. crap so much till 10plus and went to harbourfront hawker centre wif nicholas and eat dinner. so hungry man. T.T

Saturday
went to slp at 2.50am after chatting on msn. woke up at 9.45am den walked out of the room and saw my bro watching doremon. went back and slp and slp till 10plus and woke up. quite tired but managed to survive. (: went to TSC alone as eugena is practicing dance for post NDP celebration i think. didnt eat lunch and walked out of the hse. was damn hungry when i reached TSC and didnt even bother to buy something to eat or drink. =P chanted like abt 1hr daimoku and started to do eg. after doing eg, ran up to 3rd floor to tell eugena they all that the eg has finished. so we crap there and i missed the silent prayers. zZz

when we came down that time, the trainers were there singing songs and i went back to sit. after that uncle mike come up and says things which i didnt listen properly. i think is the expectation of the NE show2 ba. so after the talking of uncle mike, it was turn for weihao to ask us to listen to the music. ben's grpmate melvin was so crap lor. singa city the song can go change to xin gan. those who have heard the song den will know wad i meant. ^^ went to show village wif a very hungry stomach and finally its time for DINNER!! eat finish the whole hotdog bun plus the harshbrown and nuggets and was quite full. did warm-up & revision of dance steps and after that was time to move into the floating platform.

crap wif ben, melvin and daniel (guess i get it correct) as we walked into the floating platform. damn crap ah. finally, its time for us to PERFORM alrdy!~ well, SINGA CITY PARTICIPANT! YOUR DONE A GREAT JOB!!~ we rocked the floating platform la. the kids were there screaming like nobody's business lor. finally its time for finale and so, crap on the way in wif eric and ben and eric and the finale came to the end quite fast. -.-ll after that chiong to take my bag at show village and hiroshi gave me see something very funny!! LOL! went to PURE MILK shop @ Marina Square wif sikang and bought a T-shirt which was quite cute and it cost $18.30. T.T my money was jus gone like this. went to tpy wif sikang and took 153 to kovan and 113 home. ^^

Sunday
woke up at 5.52am and mc engpeng. she decided not to go cos it was raining outside. planning not to go too but couldn't get to slp and suddenly remembered wad sikang told me ytd. GD Ong is giving words of encouragements on ATTUTIDE. so i quickly wake up and slack abit den go to ICA for mg. called sikang at 6.30am and he somehow scolded me for waking him up so early. SORRY SIKANG!! ): bought beehoon on the way to ica and reached ica at 7.50am and have time to eat. after eating breakfast, went up to friendship hall and start chanting. i really can't stand it, almost fall asleep while chanting due to my late sleeping on sat. -.-ll

after mg went to tsc wif nicholas to take my slippers. den after that rushed down to TBSC for ASD mtg cum milkrun post celebration. reached that like 11.15am and learnt quite alot of things from the SD Vice-chief and teck kiang. (: went to eat wif stella they all at vivo city de kopitiam and home sweet home after that. nap awhile and had funny dreams. -.-ll

guess i have to stop here. will post when i have time. Sayonara~ ^^

ah! today is so sian at sch. keep on sleeping den tr teach maths that time oso catch no ball. really damn flared up la. -.-ll

1st two period was history lesson, so dun care tr as he oso nv teach today. ali taught us chpt 1 as a revision. quite gd la, i admit. he makes a gd tr wor. so buck up man, ali!! (= after history lesson was biology lesson. today it was the day where we go to the lab and do bio practical. its sounds so fun but its not fun actually. dunno why tr so angry lor. shouted at us den everyone kept quiet. hais. standard de. (=

bio practical was quite fun. cut the kangkong stem and argar argar. tr observed the changes of the kangkong stem when u cut it. but i didnt see any changes in that kangkong tree which i had cut leh. Lol. who cares anw, haha!! but den prelims bio practical is coming next month the 18th so must jiayou alrdy. absorb wadever the tr has taught us den score well for practical and den get A1!! (=

after bio was maths den tr dunno why so wad la. asked her questions den dun1 to answer me. somemore i'm like alrdy pissed off by my classmate. stupid sia. how stupid could he be man. believe wad the others says. hais. dun care abt him, he's jus a noob. (= chiong some question in AMK paper2 den i tried to force myself to listen even though i'm so tired alrdy. hehe. 1st time forcing myself to be awake and dun feel that i'm actually very tired wor!! ^^ after maths was el. didnt do the reading assignment so i kept quiet when shah was collecting the foolscap and hand it in. i cant imagine when she found out that i nv passed up the work. i think the whole class will got scold cos of me. its not fair to them but anw, who cares? =P

poa test today. the whole mind was blank when tr gave out the paper. so sian lor, wanna revised ytd but lazy to bring school and revised after maths remedial while waiting for engpeng and go to tampines and meet eugena for NPD daimoku-kai. hais. so, i finished up the 9questions of MCQs and went to sleep. slept from 11.30am ~ 12.02pm. as the test was 2periods, so, i used the remaining 15mins to chiong finish the question1 which i thought i dunno how to do one. haha!! (= was very lucky as jus when i finished writing the last digit onto the paper, tr said times up. put down ur pen and hand in the paper. the remaining 1period was to crap and do some work given by tr. (=

VE was quite fun today. even though tr scolded us for not bring food item for the FOOD FROM THE HEART project, but its quite fun to have back those memories of us play those games like 5-stones, chapteh and 1 more which i dunno its name. =X quite crap when we play chapteh outside the classroom. saw alot of ppl playing at the parade square so, we play at the corridor lor. hiroshi damn pro la, kick the chapteh down from 3rd floor. hehe. so he went all the way down jus to pick up that thing. Lol. ^^

went for el remedial and do woodgroove prelims paper2. this paper2 is very weird leh, 18question all tgt w/o seperating passage A & B. den i chiong and slack all the way and managed to finish up to question14. not a bad progress but can improve de. (= went home after that and wait for the time to go for NDP training. reached home and asked mummy help me to sew my scarf and belt. even the scarf and belt is alrdy so smelly, i really can't imagine that my costume is that smelly man. -.-ll krystal miss call me and so, i called her back. talked like abt 30~45mins and its all crap. haha!! i'll nv change. (=

went to city hall and meet ben, eugena, laurel, xiulian and one more girl whose name i forgot alrdy. hais. xiulian and the other girl went to eat at marina square while ben, eugena, laurel and i went to makan sutra and eat. eugena said something very funny to ben and ben replied her something funny to! dun wish to say, later she angry wif me. haha!! ^^ eugena and laurel ate hao jian while ben and i ate nth. i went to buy bandong and saw one ang mo guy very cocky. he ordered fruit juice w/o ice and wad he wanted was, green apple, carrot and the other fruit which i cant hear properly. but the guy who serve him said, "the most we can mix 2types of juice and not more den 2types." that ang mo guy said, "i dun care, i jus wan 3. charge me all you wan." den i was like thinking, he was so rich that he can anyhow spent his money. wad a arrogant person. -.-ll

so dun care him and buy water for eugena, laurel and myself too. ^^ went back to sit down and crap wif them. talk till 7.45pm den we walked to floating platform. had our trg and i was damn sianz la. oso dunno why so sianz, mayb is so long nv have thursday trg alrdy den suddenly have abit weird i think. had 2~3 dry run and 1~2 music run. quite fun as UNCLE MIKE is running round the floating platform twice and do the last 8 of dance of the celebration dance steps!! of cos i join UNCLE MIKE in the running of 2rounds of the floating platform! (= almost sabo weihao and the ywd cheorographer to come down join UNCLE MIKE but they gives excuses and left not much time alrdy. haha!home sweet home after the last music run and thx to uncle wilson, i was able to reach home as early as 11pm!! THX UNCLE WILSON!! x)

tml is el oral prelims and dear asked me out to study in the afternoon!! excited~ (= guess i have to stop here now and go zZz alrdy. Sayonara~ ^^

is life like a game? nobody knows the answer for this question. u may consider life is like a game, as sometime u win and sometimes u lose. life can be like a boat too! swaying here and there, got ups and downs.

many ppl take life as a gamble. this is wad i think as they may gamble their life for money. is money that important? i dun think so. u may owned 10 listed companies and 20 condo but u may not be happy, but if u were jus a hawker selling food at a hawker centre, u may live much more happier den the ones who owned 10 listed companies and 20 condo as the stress they handle is different.

so, why do ppl keep on seeking out for money? no money no talk? is this really true? i've watched alot of drama and those who are rich always bully those who are poor. i really detest this kind of people as wad they have now is their parents hard-earned money and they spent alot of time den can be as rich as now. u may not know, ur parents may be very poor when they were as young as 3years old.

why am i keep talking this kind of reasoning things nowdays? i really dunno. hais. wadever it is, life can be good and it may bad. so is really up to you to choose whether to live happily for wad u have now or to vex over something which u really yawn to have. no point at all. hais.

has anyone wondered that is the person who is been love fortunate or the one who is loving that person fortunate? actually there is no answer for this kind of question. some will say that the person who is been love is fortunate and some will say the one who is loving that person who is fortunate. well, i oso dunno which is much more fortunate.

well, i do have a friend is who likes a girl and that girl doesn't likes him. he's suffering the pain of loving someone and keep got distracted from his work. he appears that he's fine, but, deep down in his heart, he is actually suffering like nobody's business. there is once, i heard from my friend, "let the time proof everything" well, does everyone has really go and understand this sentence? some people says that love is nothing but trouble, but why do people go and seek love when they know they are courting doom? its because this is human nature and we do have this need of been love and love someone.

i saw this sentence from my friend's blog, "if u're fated to be with this person, no matter how long it takes, how many bf/gf he/she has. two of your will eventually be together but if two of your are not fated to be together, no matter how much you try, you will nv get to be wif him/her even for 1day." so wad the point of getting depress for someone whom u can't be together wif now? although its says like this, but seriously how many people will think of it when this kind of things happens to them? out of 10, only 1 will think of this.

so, why not be happy and live each day wif joy den getting depress for someone whom u can't be wif together now? give each other time to be more mature and mayb next time when u see him/her again, u might not have the feeling which u had in the past, or you mayb will find a guy/girl which is much more better den that person whom u love now.

emotions of a person is hard to control. when a person is sad and wants to be happy, he/she will seek out things which will makes them happy and go wild. but how many people will dare to face the cause of their sadness like breaking up wif their boyfriend/girlfriend, been rejected by the people who they like, getting bad results and many more? who can actually face it bravely?

i saw someone's msn nick, i rather live 30years of happiness den 3000years of sadness. so why not we face each and every problem optimistic and face it bravely? well, i'm that kind of person who's like shuo yi tao, zhuo yi tao. i oso wished to live 30years of happiness den 3000years of sadness. but wad can i do? i cant face my problem optimistic and be brave by doing it. there's someone who talks to me asking wad can she helped wif my homework. i said there's nothing she could helped me as she cant possible helping me doing my homework. from den i started to some sort of quarreling wif her. she told me this, "true comarades shares both joy and sufferings" well, i dun wanna to be a burden to my friends. all i can share is my joy of success.

learning hard to be a happy person den a sad person. be optimistic ba! (=

ytd's DYNAMO movie day cum the celebration of kaiyang and javier's birthday was fun!! ky and javier was force to be like a clown at Fish & Co as we've our dinner there.

went to sleep like abt 12.35am and woke up at 5.30am to call ben. den went back to sleep again and woke up at 6am and call engpeng. call her for 10mins and she finally picked up the phone. she said something very funny when she picked up the phone, "heng cao leh na ge dian hua." den i was there laughing till my stomach pain. -.-ll cant get back to slp so decided to wash up and prepare to go morning gongyo. waited for friend sms till 7.30am den didnt got the sms so left home and was late meeting ben at ICA. -.-ll chiong down to tampines interchange and met engpeng den return her geog & physic notes and we went to ICA taking 293. ben was waiting for me at the bus stop outside ICA den we went in tgt to meet nicholas.

chiong-ed gongyo the min i kneel down and after chanted abt 5~10mins. after morning gongyo, went to mac to find krystal and say hi to her. stayed at mac for dunno how long and finally went to opposite the coffee shop and eat ba cho mee wif ben. stayed at there till 10plus cos watched doremon and the 10am the kids show den after that went back to ICA basement to study. didnt study much but slept alot. -.-ll Lol. didnt let ben go home cos dun wanna him to waste time to go back home den come back tampines again. made someone very angry. SORRY!! i was jus playful. hais.

chinpeng came den gene and yonchin came den after that we all went down to tampines mrt station to meet rion, alvin, huifang, eugena, xiulian, tiffany and her friends. den after which, rion, chinpeng, ben, gene and i went to century square to collect the cake. after collecting the cake, five of us went to the Shop & Save and buy drinks. chinpeng bought 2packets of LAYS and got a free ball. fancy spent $7 and gave it someone. -.-ll went to put the cake at Fish & Co as wad stella suggested den after that went to meet them back. so coincidently, we met when we went up the escalator den after that, gene asked, where's kaiyang and javier?? so chinpeng, ben and i decided to follow gene to wait for ky and javier. that javier hor, dunno since when become like kaiyang alrdy. lied to me saying mayb coming. see through his trick alrdy, so i was faking to be like very angry. (=

finally kaiyang and javier came and we went to Fish & Co for our dinner. at 1st wanna lie to them saying kaiyang and javier cannot come alrdy but my smile. ARGH!! T.T didnt eat cos the food there was soooooo expensive till i cant afford. but lucky for me, they serve the wrong plate to yonchin so, i got to eat free food!! i food i ate is same as kaiyang. taste so "nice!!" ah. -.-ll eat finish, crap finished. its time to for the cake to be serve!! ^^ kaiyang and javier was been treated like a clown lor. poor thing. haha!! planned used the cake and smashed at kaiyang and javier's face but didnt cos dun have time for the movie le. so, skip this part and carry on eating the cake and collecting money for the bill. ^^

was late for the movie all thx to me cos was buying popcorn and went in quickly. the show was at room4 and that room was at the top floor, so we all went climbing all the way from the bottom to the top. -.-ll went in making lots of noise, and quickly sit down and watch Harry Potter & The Order of Phoenix. the storyline was erm, drag and it disappointed me but Nvm la. at least the fighting part of the professor and voldemort is exciting!! (= home sweet home after the movie.

guess i have to stop here alrdy. will post again when i've time. Sayonara~ ^^

wow. i'm finally back to write long long story in my blog again. well, talked to eugene ytd and he's like somehow oso trouble wif his studies. but have fun talking to him la. imagine that u talk to a guy/girl who is ur childhood friend and play wif u since u were young. there feeling is quite fun when u two start to tease each other of their problem. LOL!! karma ah. )=

NE show today and really rox. went down to TSC real early to meet up wif krystal cos the SC admin ic is from her school one, den teach her physic. so, she asked me whether i'm interested to learn anot. if i'm not interested, i wont be at TSC at 1plus. learn alot of things from the admin ic as i jus started magnetism and tr used 2periods to chiong the whole chpt. although its wad i learn last yr but, humans is humans after all, will return everything back to tr one de ma. haha!! =P so, asked the admin ic questions lor. krystal was been lectured by her cos her attutide is not there. CHEER UP KRYSTAL!! if she dun care abt u, she wont even bother to teach u and scold u!! (=

study till halfway den 2 trainers came. one go to eugena and one came to me. they both requested both of us to be the full dress demo. -.-ll so, quickly finished up the last question and went to changed. took me like abt 30mins to wear the shoe for the 1st time as its really freaking hard to wear it!! ARGH!! (i wonder which idiot go draw the design of this shoe!!) so wear the shoe alrdy and give uncle mike (that item ic who got tricked by me! ^^) see den he say PASSED!! and i was like, phew. imagine he say FAILED!! den i need to wear the stupid shoe over again!! -.-ll

after that went to chant and do evening gongyo. after the chanting was time for uncle mike to tell us the schedule for today! ^^ but den after that, its time to DIE!! went up to the stage den become clowns la. Nvm. but i love the feeling!! haha!! x) zijing was there like screaming and i start to abit shy liao cos its like infront so many ppl. so, ya. ^^ went to show village after that. sadly, "mummy" didnt come cos she got something crop out. T.T

eat and crap. time passes very fast and its time for us to go in the floating platform to perform alrdy. heard the P5 kids scream so loud till i'm abit nervous. 1st time perform for SSA den if dance wrong will xia suay SSA de leh. den somemore, i think 1/4 of the kids there is from PD de lor. den wad if we do wrong the dance steps den their classmate ask them, "u from soka de right? i thought u always say they perform very nice. but now their standard is like this. u fake us leh." -.-ll den they will be like so xia suay till they dun wanna come out for gakkai activities. sound so serious. LOL!! but after all, today NE show is a great success!! next week another round of NE show. quite nervous!! =S

after the grand finale went to eat wif the usual ppl. sikang joined us today!! ^^ went to marina square de yoshinoya and eat but didnt eat cos dun feel like eating. went to the pure milk shop wif sikang and look and shirts. the shirt is damn cute lor!! will buy it when i have the money de! (= den went back to yoshinoya and crap. dear sms-ed me and after that i called back. sad that she cant go for morning cos she'll be studying today till very late and cant wake up tml. )= Nvm. lai ri fang chang. will asked her again next week de!! (= dun study till so late wor!! will be heart-broken if u fall sick de!! (=

seems like i have to go zzz alrdy. if not tml cant wake up at 5.30am to sms benben. Sayonara~ ^^

quite stupid huh? do stupid things. =X

- what's your current mood?
`emo-ing


- name 3 schools u went to
1. Xinghua Primary School
2. Deyi sec School
3. Soka Kindergarden


- name 3 things in ur bag
1. Ipod
2. books
3. files


- name 3 things u do when u're really stressed
1. listen to emo songs
2. talk to someone
3. start to emo


- name 3 places u go on a daily basis
1. sch
2. home
3. outside


- name 3 favourite fruits
1. apple
2. honeydew
3. watermelon


- 3 of ur favourite foods
- chicken
- bbq burger
- rice


- 3 things u'r wearing right now
1. shirt
2. shorts
3. spectacles


- who's in the house with u?
1. daddy
2. mummy
3. brother


- who r u thinking about right now?
nobody.


- tell me, who's ur special now?
llky!


- who do u wanna be with right now?
be alone is the best.


- who did u last talk to on the phone?
eugene


- who do u sit next to in your class?
ghost?


- who do u wish u were right now?
Jerry. full of confident


- where do u live?
hougang


- where is ur handphone?
on the com table


- where do u sleep?
on my bed


- where is the last place u took a ride to?
net force. -.-ll


- where are u now?
living room.


- what was the last thing u ate?
magi mee


- what colour shirt r u wearing?
white/red


- what is the closest item near u?
chair, keyboard

- what is ur favourite colour?
asked before


- what do u wear most?
uniform


- what is the last movie that u watched?
erms... F4? harry potter on sun!!


- when did u start school?
25jun


- when is ur birthday?
13/11/90


- when did u last go to the mall?
wed night


- when did u last burn something?
burn incense


- What are you listening to right now?
kuai le chong bai


- A part of a song lyric that's in your mind? And what is the song?
wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen, bao rong ni ni ye jie shou ta. anjing


- Your three plans for tmr?
wake up early. not to be late for meeting krystal. absorb everything i learn tml.


- Are you thinking of someone right now?
llky!!


- What do you want?
kick my lazyness habit


- Are you feeling hungry?
yup! )=


- Who do you miss right now?
llky. )=


- Last friend(s) you talked to?
eugene and daniel (his classmate)


- What do you like about last night?
play com till buay tahan and zZz


- When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
fire fighter


- Do you play games?
of cos.


- What song did you last hear?
anjing


- Person you hate most?
myself? can that be consider?


- Who makes you laugh the most?
myself. cos i keep crap wif ppl. ^^


- In a few words, explain what makes you love someone?
cos i love her?


- What were you doing this morning at 9a.m?
in sch.


- What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
survey-ing


- Say something
wan to eat and do eg!! -.-ll

finally there's more abt the 500questions survey. mainly koped from ep's blog. ^^


236.What song, movie, etc. do you seem to memorize unintentionally?
`i dunno.
237.What size are your feet?
`the biggest shoe will fit me. (=
238.If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?
`no harm going out wif her. friends wad.
239.Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going "blind"?
`getting to know them first.
240.Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member?
`sounds weird but i think its ok.
241.Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?
`i dunno anything.
242.What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?
`i will love it man. =X
243.Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?
`dunno.
244.Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking?
`all say i'm ugly. )=
245.Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last?
`no harm trying things? who cares anw?
246.Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69?
`for wad?! im not that random!!
247.Were you lying about your answer to the previous question?
`LAME LAME LAME
248.Do you actually know your Social Security Number?
`???
249.Do you actually know your IP address?
`i think its 250............
Do you know what an IP address is?
`wad if i say i dunno?
251.Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code?
`dunno. haha.
252.Ever think there were too many numbers floating around in our lives?
`ar bo use I II III IV meh? more confusing -_-ll
253.Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.?
`no comments
254.What do you think of pi, you know, 3.14152967 etc..?`
i tot its 3.142159265??
255.Do you have a driver's license?
`no
256.Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it?
`not that stupid to do that.
257.What celebrity's autograph do you want most?
`u think i care abt them?
258.Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who?
`got. one of my erjie's friend. -.-ll
259.If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)?
`u think i care?
260.Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember who they are?
`no -.- ll
261.If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you you wanna enter?
`i prefer not to
262.Do you want to be John Malkovich?
`NO!
263.Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender?
`for? think only wad. cant fulfilled this wish oso. -.-ll
264.What do you love most about the other gender?
`their figure. LOL!! no la. characters?
265.What do you dislike most about the other gender?
`i dunno.
266.What do you understand least about the other gender?
`nothing? girls are hard to understand
267.Mac or PC?
`PC
268.How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer or is it only as long as it works?
`both. cos i use com to play games. (=
269.Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation?
`think so. nv go notice.
270.Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone?
`yup
271.Have you ever bid on something on eBay and regretted it later?
`nope. never bid before. haha!
272.If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been?
`WONG xxx xxx ?
273.Would you name a child of yours after you?
`dun think so.
274.If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with?
`u think i'm mad to do that?
275.What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?
`kit to kiat. walao!! -.-ll
276.If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)?
`nope.
277.Like to give hugs?
`i like to give hugs to girls if they're willing. LOL!!
278.Like to walk in the rain?
`yea. i'm a emo kid.
279.Sleep with or without clothes on?
`of cos is WIF la!! stupid question.
280.Prefer black or blue pens?
`blue. (=
281.Dress up on Halloween?
`nope.
282.Sleep on your side, tummy or back?
`back. daddy say tummy is bad for the health.
283.Think you're attractive?
`nope.
284.Want to marry?
`of cos. but who on earth will marry me? )=
285.Have a goldfish?
`no
286.Ever have the falling dream?
`wad's falling dream??
287.Have stuffed animals?
`think i have at least one ba.
288.Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?
`yea.
289.Do you think God has a gender?
`nv think abt it b4.
290.Do you think science counteracts religion?
`???
291.Do you believe in organized religion?
`who cares?
292.Where do you think we go when we die?
`dunno. maybe heaven or hell.
293.How easy is it to make you laugh?
`i'm that person who crap or ppl crap abt me. -.-ll
295.Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't?
`sarcastic ones
296.Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't?
`no yes??
297.What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile?
`noob la!! -.-ll
298.What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written?
`alot leh. haha.
299.Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching, when someone's watching?
`of cos duh. i've been dancing for over a decade
300.What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard?
`so stupid songs which i dun wanna hear.
301.What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better?
`emo songs. the meaning of it.

finally. 199questions more to go!! jiayou wor!! (=

nowdays dunno why. each and every teacher came in and give us words of encouragements. i'm sick and tired of it anymore. in the past, ppl ask me where to u wanna go after ur Os. i dare to say i wanna to go NYJC. but now, i'm jus an emo kid who is aimless.

i dun feel any motivation. wad i felt was, the more ppl encouraged me, the more i feel guilty and the more i'm going to emo. i'm no longer the person whom u all know. i'm get emo very easy and keep blaming myself. talked to jaymie jiejie, laurel and junhao. all of them are very nice, giving me advice expectually jaymie jiejie!! thx alot!! will really remember wad u have told me just now. well for laurel, thx for some sort of cheering me up and encourage me to study. i might jus fall in love wif u anytime without notice. LOL!! ^^ well, junhao. thx alot too!! too bad u're not a girl if not. haha!! well, are they considered friends who care abt u when u're in a situation where u dunno how to solve things?

although we didnt get to see each other everyday. but when i talked to them, i felt like i'm talking to someone who is very closed to me like my siblings. maybe i have alrdy treated them as my family. my mind is in a whirl, i have no aims anymore. in class, i'm no longer sleeping like last time nor i'm making noise which will disturb my classmates who wans to learn from teacher. everyone will change. well, i'm not that exception. am i really a changed person or? i have no answer to this question which i wanna know.

i really wanted to find someone to talk to. but somehow, i really can't find someone who i can talk to. i can neither talk to my younger bro as he's still so young nor i can talk to erjie as i hardly can see her. i can neither talked to my parents too as our age gap is really that big that they dunno how i feel nor i can feel how they are struggling during ur teenagers period.

[ mr toda said, "in a struggle, it is crucial 2 be in absolute earnest. each day is an all-out struggle. if u r not in earnest, u will have regrets." 2day will never come again. By winning 2day, we set e stage 4 future victory. let us challenge ourselves 2 e full each precious day and have absolutely no regrets. ] this encouragement is sent by mummy. well, THX MUMMY!! i love u!! x)

i used to find eugene to talk to. but, he seems like oso encounter problems in his life or his work. so i dunno wanna to like add somemore things to let him to fan. wanna find other ppl oso dunno to find who. o well, who cares whether i'm troubled anot. hais. guess i need to settle down 1st rather den letting my mind go wild. o well, have to stop here alrdy. will post again when i have time. Sayonara~ ^^

wad is the best thing to forget everything? the ans is to numb yourself by been a workaholic if u are working, be a bookworm if u are studying!! from my last post all was crap and i dunno why i will type these out. maybe i'm changed? NOPE. i didnt change at all and i'm jus that crapper who still crap all day.

dunno why. nowdays, i dun have the feel of going NDP. maybe is my studies are affecting my mood of going NDP. although there is one person who told me this, as gakkai member, we can't let ppl think that we can't study cos we have to struggle between our studies and gakkai activities. we must prove to them by studying and using our grades to prove them wrong. but again, my confident is not there and i'm wondering.

well, enough of my crapping mood. lets get back to wad happen in school today!! ^^

1.How's school today?
`not bad. but many things happened. T_T
2.What is the thing happened in school today?
`alot. hp got confiscated during POA. slept during geog lesson and 1 period of bio. -.-ll
3.Thought u were hist student. How come u went for geog lesson?
`mr chia didnt come today. so stay in class during his period. slept for 2periods!!
4.How's your biology lesson den?
`damn crap. tr talk abt human reproductive system, den classmate keep asking alot of horny questions den tr keep saying and its quite fun la. ^^
5.What lesson do u have after biology and what happened?
`maths and el. nothing much happened during this two lesson. almost fall aslp but didnt! (=
6.Back to the main question. Why your hp got confiscated during POA?
`hp was put on the table and was sms-ing. stop but den tr saw it on the table so confiscated it. but lucky for me. got it after POA lessons. ^^
7.After POA is home sweet home?
`nope. still got VE. tr let us see some DPA de things and helped yh to ask abt DPA things which he may interested! x)
8.O.o after VE is dismissal of school? Home sweet home after school?
`nope. went to eat wif yaojun, jackson, basil, junjie, eric and shiqiang. had chicken wing rice and waited very long. -.-ll and home sweet home after that.

LOL!! these crappy questions was created by me cos everytime write story like very sian. so created this like some sort of survey to summarise the things which i did during school. ^^

i really dun have confident anymore. current confident is 0%. am i really capable of doing it or should i give up? my mind is really in a whirl. things kept running in my mind and i'm feel that i'm such a failure that i can't maintain my confident. from the start, i'm so confident but so much things has happen. i really dun wish to give up, but if i left wif no choice. i'll start to learn how to give up.


learning how to give up actually is very hard to learn. its hurts when u wanna to give up something which u hang on or have it for so long like the things u wanna do so much, the person whom u loved so much, the pet whom u loved so much and when ur parents say they wanna to give ppl cos they cant afford the cost, u'll feel very sad and can't to bear on the very day of parting and many more things which u have feelings to it. actually, each day. people whom we get along wif, we are actually delevoping feeling wif them and this feelings is not that BGR relationship de feeling but actually the feelings which old friends have. imagine, u were to say goodbye to ur 20yrs old friend one day cos he/she have to go overseas to further his/her studies. starting, u will not get use to it cos his/her existance means so much to you. but, when times goes by, that feeling is gone and when he/she returns u will feel very strange.


dunno starting from which day, i'm like this alrdy. my mind is really playing tricks on me. the more i wanna give up, the more i'm hooked onto it. maybe i'm to cling onto the things which i have developed feelings. how i hope my confident from the start will be back and i'm fine wif everything i do. if i were to tell u that i'm fine, i'm just treating u like a fool and lied to you. well, sometimes i really think that did i walked the wrong step? the step which made me so miserable and painful. or shouldn't i have choose this path in the 1st place. in any case, regretting it makes no diff as it can't change the fact anymore.

well, guess i have to stop here. i'm fine and dun worry abt me. will post again if i have time. Sayonara~ ^^

cont'd survey
101.Jumped on a trampoline?
`nope.
102.Colored in a coloring book (and had fun)?
`of cos. who on earth nv coloured in a colouring book??
103.Had a bubble bath?
`yup
104.Been on a plane?
`no. in my dreams i have.
105.Been on a boat?
`yup
106.Been on a train?
`yup
107.Been in a car accident?
`no. almost
108.Ridden an elephant?
`yup! ^^
109.Made a web page?
`yup
110.Played with Barbies?
`i'm not a girl duh. -.-ll
111.Stay up all night?
`yea!! jus to play maple. -.-ll
112.Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean?
`nope. i jus anyhow throw. =X
113.Called a psychic or sex hotline?
`yup. that was when the day i die. -.-ll
114.Watched Jerry Springer?
`nope. but i can watch myself instead. =P
115.Gotten in trouble for talking in class?
`yup. everytime classmate sabo de. -.-ll
116.Been afraid of the dark?
`yup. almost had nightwalk at pula ubin for NCC camp. T_T
117.Been in the hospital (not visiting)?
`yup. when i was 3yrs old.
118.Had stitches?
`yea. went to operation somemore.
119.Dumped someone and regretted it?
`dun have girlfriend how to dump and regret?
120.Gone out with more than one person at a time?
`yea. my childhood friends!! ^^
121.Lied?
`who on earth will nv ever lie??
122.Been arrested?
`yup. when playing mind game w ky. keep lose to him. zZz
123.Fallen asleep in class?
`of cos
124.Gotten in trouble in class?
`think so ba.
125.Used food for something other than to eat?
`throw at ppl.
126.Met a celebrity?
`yup
127.Broken the law?
`nope
128.Ever loved someone so much it made you cry?
`can say so ba. T_T
129.Hated yourself?
`yea sometimes.
130.Been broken-hearted?
`ya.
131.Broken someone's heart?
`yes
132.Are you a virgin?
`-.-ll yes? no? =X
133.Done something really stupid?
`yup.
134.Been arrested?
`lol same Q
135.Hurt a friend?
`yup. )=
136.Broken a bone?
`nope.
137.Ever had a crush on a teacher?
`nope.

Favorites
138. Why do you want to know?
`why shld i tell u?
139.Guy name?
`jerry
140.Girl name?
`jerryna. but there is no such person in this world. T_T
141.Nationality?
`SINGAPOREAN
142.Color?
`blue. black.
143.Holiday?
`long ones
144.Day of the week?
`friday and weekends
145.Restaurant?
`as long as the food served is nice
146.Fastfood restaurant?
`no preference
147.Food?
`lots and loads
148.Animal?
`no preference
149.Pet?
`no preference
150.Store?
`no pref
151.Mall?
`no pref
152.Clothes brand?
`no pref
153.Soda?
`pepsi
154.Alcohol?
`lol?
155.Instrument?
`guitar, i wanna learn!!
156.Season?
`winter
157.Number?
`13. cos this number is my bdae date!! (=
158.Radio station?
`no preference
159.Song?
`anjing and some emo songs. T_T
160.Sport?
`basketball
161.Vacation spot?
`japan!
162.State?
`tokyo
163.Country?
`japan
164.Flower?
`no preference
165.Perfume?
`dun use perfume de.
166.Thing to do?
`play computer
167.Actor?
`no pref
168.Actress?
`no pref
169.Saying?
`noob la!!
170.Car?
`comfortable ones. no pref
171.Month?
`November cos my bdae is this mth!! ^^
172.Cartoon?
`pokemon!
173.T.V.Show?
`funny drammas
174.Website?
`no pref
175.Book?
`Mr Midnight
176.Quality about yourself?
`i'm a real emo person
177.Your best friend?
`eugene & some comrades in faith
178.Your best guy friend?
`hmm. dun tell u =P
179.Your best girl friend?
`dun wish to say.
180.Fruit?
`watermelon
181.Vegetable?
`hate vegetable!! =S
182.Meat?
`chicken.
183.Quote?
`haha all Ikeada Sensei's quotes!
184.Saying?
`idiot
185.Type of movie?
`comedy, action
186.Candy?
`dun eat sweet things unless neccessary
187.Language?
`chinese!
188.Magazine?
`no pref
189.CD?
`any cd as long as got nice songs lah.
190.Store?
`no pref
191.Movie?
`spiderman the movie, spiderman 2&3
192.Day of the week?
`repeated question!
193.Singer?
`jay chou and jj lin
194.Band?
` dun have.
195.Why are you so curious?
`u care for wad?!
196.Like to swim?
`ya
197.Like to dance?
`somehow, yup! ^^
198.Have a pool?
`nope.
199.Have a car?
`nope
200.Going to get a car?
`yes! when i start to work
201.Your motto?
`dun really have.
202.What do you look for in a friend?
`im not choosy.
203.What do you look for in the opposite sex?
`pretty? but i look at character 1st.
204.Time you get up?
`6am for sch.
205.Time you go to bed?
`ranging from 11pm~6am
206.What color are the sheets on your bed?
`green
207.How many pillows?
`2
208.Ever skip school?
`yea
209.Have you ever been convicted of a crime?
`nope
210.What did you eat for dinner?
`u think i can ctrl?! lols.
211.What are you wearing?
`half naked wearing shorts
212.What movie makes you cry?
`no movie will ever make me cry
213.What book makes you cry?
`no books
214.What song makes you cry?
`anjing. waipo almost made me cried
215.What/Who makes you laugh so hard you cry?
`nothing/ nobody
216.What is your favorite possession?
`nothing
217.What physical, tangible possession do you want most?
`erm... dunno
218.How badly do you want it?
`?????????
219.Have you ever seen 'The Exorcist'?
`nope.
220.How long did it take you to understand why that question is here?
`talk some sense can?
221.Does Christmas music played too far away from Christmas annoy you?
`nope.
222.How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older?
`dunno. guys wont mind their age.
223.What was the best Halloween costume you ever had?
`nv had one.
224.What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had?
`till when i have one lor.
225.What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning?
`dun have.
226.There are currently no federal holidays during August-what should be put there?
`no holiday? then national day is wat?
227.How good is your short-term memory?
`best!
228.How good is your short-term memory?
`so many repetition
229.(Not very good I see, I repeated that question, did you notice?)
`obvious, yes. this is sooooo lame!! -_-ll
230.How good is your long-term memory?
`bad
231.What is your earliest memory?
`five? got up during a night and slp w my eyes open. =P
232.What is your happiest memory (other than receiving this survey)?
`lots of happy memories. alot, so dun wanna say.
233.What is your strangest memory?
`i'm getting married
234.What is your worst memory?
`get sick
235.What song, movie, etc. do you wish you could memorize?
`dun have ba.

-.-ll again. koped from ep's blog. when will this survey ever be complete huh? i really wonder. o well, its time for me to get some slp as tml got sch and GCE "O" levels MT oral!!! i'm so nervous now till i can't sleep. T_T

The 500-question survey -.-ll
1.What time is it?
`11.35

Personal
2.Do you want to answer these?
`watever
3.Name?
`Jerry Wong
4.Name spelled backwards?
`gnow yrrej
5.What is your quest?
`my mission for kosen-rufu
6.Nickname?
`zhijie
7.Age?
`sixteen going to seventeen
8.Hometown?
`Singapore.
9.What were you born in?
`wat what???
10.Where do you live now?`
singapore
11.What state?
`S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E
12.Ever going to move?
` after marriage maybe
13.Would you rather live somewhere else?
`nopes.
14.Birthdate?
`13nov90
15.When do you blow out your candles?
`lol
16.Day you were born?
`tuesday
17.Zodiac sign?
`Horse
18.Do you know what that is?
`obvious
19.Sex?
`male.
20.Height?
`180
21.Weight?
`70kg+/-?
22.Eye color?
`black
23.Hair color?
`black.
24.Any siblings?
`one younger bro, 3 steps siblings.
25.Names and ages?
`wencong, 8. the other 3 no comments
26.Do you get along with them?
`of cos. keep fighting wif him
27.Any pets?
`nope
28.Names?
`...
29.Parents?
`wat?!!
30.Names?
`ask me
31.Do you get along with them?
`yea
32.Married or divorced?
`married.
33.How long?
`17 yrs
34.Website?
`my blog?
35.Email?
` jerrywong1990@hotmail.com
36.AOL s/n?
`??
37.Yahoo s/n?
`??
38.ICQ?
`None.
39.MSN?
`My email.
40.How many people are on your buddy list?
`lots
41.Phone number?
`9... ... ...
42.Personality?
`Charismatic
43. Do you want to answer these?
`rolls eyes*
44.What school do you go to?
`dss
45.What year are you?
`5th
46.What are you?
`human
47.Hardest class?
`ss
48.Easiest class?
`VE, history
49.Most fun class?
`PE
50.What day did school start?`
25jun07
51.Do you have classes with friends?
`L-A-M-E
52.Do you have friends?
`yup (=
53.Do you go to school events?
`depends
54.What was the last event you went to?
` last yr art fiesta
55.Do you have school spirit?
`2004 that yr have. but now dunno
56.Do you go to dances?
`??
57.Stag or with someone?
`??

Relationships
58. Do you want to answer these?
`argh
59.Have a significant other?
`yes
60.What is her name?
`llky
61.How old is her?
`cant say =X
62.How long have you been going out?
`few mths
63.Have you been faithful?
`sadly no )=
64.Do you have a crush?
`yea
65.Who?`
no comments
66.Does she know you like her?
`ya. think so?
67.You ever going to tell her ?
`llky know it alrdy
68.Do you have an online crush?
`dun have
69.Who?
`N/A

In the Past 24 Hours Have You?
70. Do you wonder why I'm asking these questions?
`boring
71.Had a serious talk?
`yea! wif jiejie jus now. zijing and samantha on saturday! ^^
72. Hugged someone?
`no
73.Fought with a friend?
`no
74.Cried?
`nope.
75.Laughed?
`yup! WUAHAHA!!
76.Made someone laugh?
`yea (=
77.Bought something?
`no
78.Cut your hair?
`cut b4 sch reopen
79.Felt stupid?
`yea
80.Talked to someone you love?
`dun wanna call her as she's going out wif some1 and that its not me )=
81.Missed someone?
`yup

Have-you-ever?
82. You want me to tell you?
`what?!
83.Smoked?
`no!
84.Stolen something?
`in the past.
85.Done drugs?
`nope.
86.Drank?
`soya bean!! ^^
87.Gotten drunk?
`nope
88.Eaten an entire box of Oreos?
`nope haha.
89.Been dumped?
`nope.
90.Had someone be unfaithful to you?
`I hope not. haha.
91.Hiked up a mountain?
`yup
92. Stayed home on Saturday night, just because?
`cant stay at home cos got NDP CR!
93.Been in love?
`can say that.
94.Seen the White House?
`nope.
95.Seen the Eiffel Tower?
`wat's that?
96.Try smoking?
`nope.
97.Played monopoly?
`ya
98.Seen Titanic?
`a little part only
99.Kissed someone?
`yup
100.Tried a weight loss program?
`nope.

waaa!! finally finish this 100 questions le. still got 400more to go. wait till ep post den i kope from her ba. time to dota le!! ^^ hope i can own ppl!! haha!! ^^

1. You had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
* of cos!

2. Have you had your birthday?
* yea

3. Been to church?
* yea

4. Cried?
* of cos

5. Pulled an all nighter?
* ??

6. Drank starbucks?
* think so.

7. Gone shopping?
* yepps.

8. Gone to the movies?
* yea

9. Been to the beach?
* yes

10. Bought something over 200 dollars?
* yea!! my GCE "O" levels fees T_T

11. Gone snowboarding/skiing?
* nope.

[[ IN THE PAST MONTH ]]

1. Kissed someone?
* nobody let me kiss. )=

2. Slept on a friend's bed?
* yup.

3. Got in a car?
* yup.

4. Gone over your cell phone bill?
* yea! kena scolding too! )=

5. Drove somewhere?
* nope.

6. Done something you regret?
* yup )=

[[ LAST ]]

Person you hugged
* my younger brother

Person to call you?
* er jie (:

Last time you took a shower?
* ytd

When was the last time you felt stupid?
* everyday

When was the last time you walked/ran over a mile?
* 1 july milk run

Who was the last person that made you cry?
* a girl? LOL!

Who was the last person you watched a movie with?
* eugene and ying hao

Who was the last person you danced with?
* singa city participants!! (=

Who makes you smile most?
* friends from gakkai

What are you listening to right now?
* 珊瑚海

Q: A friend whose name starts with 'S'
A: Stella

Q: 4th person on your received calls?
A: mummy

Q: What did your last text message say?
A: TM is too far. blah blah blah

Q: How many times has your profile been viewed?
A:lazy to check

Q: What's your shout out?
A: nothing

Q: Current mood
A: sadness plus happy?

Q: What did you do last night?
A: studied w ky and yh

Q: What time did you sleep?
A: 2am+

Q: How many hours of sleep did you have?
A: 7hours+

Q: What word/s do you say a lot?
A: yo!

Q: What is the last thing you drank?
A: coke

Q: What was the last thing you said to someone and who was it?
A: i'm not bathing anymore. Dad

Q: Do you watch TV?
A: yea! if the dramma rox!! (=

Q: Do you have work/school tomorrow?
A: ya!! )=

Q: What should you be doing right now?
A: doing morning gongyo

Q: Do you have a nickname?
A: yea

Q: Do you believe in love at first sight?
A: nope. it wont last long for most of the ppl.

Q: Who's the youngest one in the family?
A: used to be. my younger brother

Q: Are you a heavy sleeper?
A: obviously, NO!

Q: Last time you used a skateboard?
A: last life?

Q: Best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
A: didnt watch one in the past two weeks

Q: Whats your favorite form of travel?
A: board the plane!

Q: Next place you'll go?
A: TM maybe

Q: Next movie you want to watch?
A: harry potter & OFPQ

Q: Next thing you want to be?
A: official student of NYJC!!!

Q: Next time you're going out?
A: later

Q: Next time you're going to move?
A: when i get married

Q: Next thing you're going to save money for
A: soon. but not now

Q: Next time that you will drink alcohol
A: dunno when will there be the time

Q: Next person you are going to call
A: Rion maybe??

Q: Next place you'll take vacation
A: Japan!

Q: Next thing you are going to do outside
A: buying something for my friends' bdae

as boliao as ep and the next 3~4 post is also boliao as her. -.-ll


HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 6 YEARS
6 years ago
1. How old were you?- eleven

2. Where did you go to school?- Xinghua Pri Sch

3. Where did you work?- still young how to work?

4. Where did you live?- Hougang

5. Where did you hang out?-school/ home

6. Did you wear glasses?- nope

7. Who was your best friend(s)at that time?- Eugene See Jin Rong

8. How many tattoos did you have?- obviously zero

9. How many piercings did you have?- zero

10. How many scars?- countless

11. What car did you drive?- nv think of driving

12. Had you been to a real party?-think so. my own bdae party

13. Had your heart broken? - nope.

14. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?- single.

2 years ago

1. How old were you? - fifteen

2. Where did you go to school? - DEYI SEC SCH

3. Where did you work? - still haven work yet

4. Where did you live? - Hougang

5. Where did you hang out? - sch, home

6. Did you wear glasses? - yes, but i refused to wear =P

7. Who were your best friend(s)? - Eugene See Jin Rong

8. How many tattoos did you have? - zero.

9. How many scars? - countless

10. How many piercings did you have? - zero

11. What car did you drive? - how to drive when i dun have license?

12. Had your heart broken? - nope.

13. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce? - single.

Today

1. How old are you?- Sixteen

2. What school do u go to? - DEYI SEC

3. Where do you live? - Hougang

4. Do you wear glasses? - ya. jing shi getting deeper how can dun wear?

5. Who are your best friends? - Eugene See Jin Rong and some comrades in faith ^^

6. Do you talk to your old friends? - yes! go out wif them somemore

7. How many piercings do you have? - zero.

8.How many tattoos? - none

9. How many scars? - same

10. What kind of car do you have? - no cars

11. Has your heart been broken?- yea

12. Are you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce? - Divorce =X

ohayo!! ^^ i'm back again wor!! so bored since ytd morning as e-learning days is ytd and today. so sian lor staying at home. i rather go back sch!!! T_T

i finally learn how to let go of it. i'm no longer bother abt it nor i'm thinking abt it. all i do was to forget and forgot. it takes me months to let go but just now, on my way to hougang mall mac that time. i've been thinking and at the same time i'm listening to one of my favourite song, anjing. i've been asking someone either i'm stupid or i'm fool. all that person told me was i dunno wad to tell u as u keep asking me this type of question which i cant ans. so, i have this conclusion. i feel that guys are so fool. knowing that its impossible alrdy and u're still clinging onto it so much. and i decided to let go. that person told me that this kind of thing is hard to let go but learning it is good too.

o well, crap so much and its really time for me to concentrate on my studies alrdy. although i said i finally can let go, but frankly speaking. i dunno whether i'm faking or i'm serious. not even the world noblest person can do this thing. even if i'm still cling on, i wont say or show it out as i know that i'm not good enough to suit u. u need a better guy or rather say, u need a guy whom have future. sound noble huh? actually, my heart hurts alot. (that was jus joking only. believe it or not is up to u ^^)

GCE "O" levels is coming and i can actually thinking abt this huh? wad a failure i am. upcoming exams. GCE "O" levels MT oral. i really need to learn how to speak chim chim chinese words alrdy if not GAME OVER for me liao. after GCE "O" levels MT oral is preparing for NDP'07 and prepare to face the reality for how i fared during 28th May 2007. if u asked me whether i've confident anot. i will tell u this, actually i dun have any confident at all. all my confident has been dashed and my hope is gone but my dream is still there and i cant fulfill my dream. sad case huh?

Lol. that all i'm going to post. its up to u to believe whether i'm speaking the truth anot (= Sayonara~ ^^

have been wondering this sentence for very long. this is how the sentence goes : "no matter how hard i tried, the one who suffers are my loves one. with great powers come great responsibility."

this sentence was extracted from Spiderman the movie and i really thinks that this sentences suits me alot. not the full sentence itself, but its the modified version of the sentence. =X

lots and lots of ppl have been telling me their testimonial abt how they face their GCE "O" levels examinations and i have friends who flunk and re-taking this yr. but, i seems to be like cannot be motivated by them or ever feeling scared that wad if i'm one of them? i'll be the one who will be regretting in the end.

one of my friends said that i'm a problematic kid. WHY? cos i'm worrying too much when i'm not suppose to worry that much. but i can't help it. maybe some will says that u're the one who is controlling the brain and not the brain controlling u. but in fact, since this yr dunno when, my brain has completely taken over me and have been controlling me all along. am i thinking too much or am i just dun wanna to study. i need to have a more steady answer from myself but, seriously, i have not been sitting down and thinked for very long alrdy.

well, who on earth in the world which his/her imagination is not wild? i dun dare to say that mine is the best, but i do start to imagine things and start to scare the hell out of myself and start to not have mood to study alrdy. well for those ppl who have been reading my blog, this is wad i'm gotta tell u. no need to worry abt me and i'll be fine soon after i learn how to do something 1st.

well, guess that is all i have to say. Sayonara~ ^^

after talking to samantha and zijing ytd. i feel much better as i dun wish to let anyone know abt my current studying mood. so i won't say much abt my studies. in fact i'm still bothering abt my results and dun have much confident anymore and my confident is gone day by day. well that is all i can say.


i'm getting tired day by day. i dunno wad the reason which causes me to get tired but i'm very sure that it must be something which i'm trouble wif. i should be very happy for wad i have now but i seems to be sad den happy and wad's the cause? i dunno. wadever the cause is, i just hope that by chanting, things which i troubled will be gone.

i'm in realisation state. now den i realise that i'm very nervous for wednesday de oral. i'm actually worrying for my results and i'm very scare. i'm really very scare. but wad i do was to play the whole day, slack the whole day. i seriously need to settle down alrdy and be more matured in handling matters. think b4 i act. alot of ppl told me this but i jus heck care wad they say and i not long ago, i realise that this meant sooooo much to each and every people.

well, no mood to continue. may start to rot and my headache is worsen and my fever is like come back and go away. dun really wish to tell my parents abt it as i dun wanna them to worry that much. Sayonara~ ^^

OMG!! AGAIN, I LEFT OUT SOMEBODY'S NAME!! AHHHHHHHH!! DUN BE SAD HUH K? (=

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let me tell ur a story abt me.

i did a very stupid thing. this stupid i did was to like a girl. this girl whom i like i wont say who is she. basically, i can see her everyday and seeing her everyday makes my life goes very smoothly. i didnt tell her that i liked her and she doesn't know anything at all cos i didnt tell my friends abt it so they didn't "help" me telling her that i liked her. she's a very hardworking girl, she will be studying and studying and that wad makes me got attracted to her. day by day, how i hope that i'm wif her but den my feelings for her gradually has gone each day. she find me irritating but i dun mind it at all but somehow, the feeling of liking her is gone. my friends started to link me and her together. at first, i was abit shy cos i still like her but soon, i got very pissed off by my friends as my feelings were gone.

not long later like few mths later. i've found out that i have feelings for another girl. again, its the girl's character who attracted me and i could see her almost everyday. i didnt tell the girl anything abt i liked her but this time, i told a friend as he suspected that i like that girl. although he never tell the girl anything, but somehow, my action has made everyone suspicious and started to ask me. my normal reaction is of cos say NO! and they seems like dun believe. soon, i found out that there's another guy like her too. i dun deny the fact that she's attractive and each time i saw her wif other guys, although i didnt say anything as she's not even my girlfriend, my mind will start to go wild and soon, i had a very close and "only" friend to keep me quiet and think. i dun like this friend of mine as whenever it come, i dun feel like talking to anyone and ignored each and everyone who talked to me. not long later, i found out more things which i shouldn't find out but i just act as if i dunno anything but my mind will start to go wild again which i can't help it. well, she made great changes in my life. for her, i'm willing to change to a better person.

well that the end of my story. hope ur like it.

i regretted ganging up wif them and play wif ur feelings. know you so long alrdy, wad's going on in ur mind u dun think i dunno. i seriously regretted doing this thing on ur birthday. although u treasure this short period. but i rather dun1 u to have this short period den seeing you suffering now. i really dun mind wad they say to me as long as u're free of trouble. seeing u suffering and as a friend, i couldn't do anything and this wad makes me feeling very guilty abt it. although ur mouth says u're blaming me for wad i have caused. but deep inside ur heart, u really dun mean it. i really dun1 to see u suffer, so anything u can go find him to seek advice as u know that he'll give advice to u and u'll be much better.

pictures we took on milkrun actual day. only got 2pictures only. T.T huihui, brainer, me and alvin!! (:

30th june, Saturday
sianz. CR2 was a great success to Singa City. ^^ i wondered when will there be a day for uncle mike to go down have a music run all by himself huh? i seriously wondering. perhaps this day is coming soon and i'm really looking forward to it man!! "mummy" didnt go down to TSC and go wif us only "daddy". finally! my suggestion has come true. 2grps in a bus so H1 and H2 is tgt in the same bus!! YAY! my wish has finally came true! (: on the way, zijing formed a meimei FC to make that trainer who put me in H2 happy. -.-ll eric drew a pic of me which the drawing makes me looks like a monster! (i know i'm not handsome la. but dun draw me till like a ugly idiot like that leh) reached the floating platform and went to the holding area and have our dinner. walked passed RD and saw alot of ppl. er jie gave me her burger as she doesn't want to eat and so, i ate the burger. had mine too and i'm bloated like nobody's business lor. finally its time for us go in and perform le. feeling so sicked and dun1 to tell "daddy" & "mummy" cos dun wanna them to ask me to stay at the medic there. the performance ended very fast and its time for finale dance. quite fun and after the whole thing, we had our 30~45mins of finale dance trg. damn crap and funny la. after that went to eat at Yoshinoya and after that home sweet home.

1st July, Sunday
stayed up till 4.30am and went to sleep after that. i'm suppose to mc engpeng but in the end, my speaker of my handphone has somehow spoilt and so, i didnt mc her. but thx godness. eugena called her. THX EUGENA for coincidently called her. woke up at 7am and washed up and done everything in 15mins. chiong-ed down to potong pasir to meet eugena and went to ICA for our morning gongyo together wif engpeng and sooling. meet darren and his frd after that and went mac. decided not to eat at mac cos its too exp so, darren and his frd and i went to the kopi-tiam opposite ICA and eat leaving engpeng, eugena and sooling eating at mac. chinpeng and rion meet up wif us and we went to tiong bahru tgt but rion is absent-minded to wear the new SD tee so went to tahan merah to take his tee from his father wif chinpeng and i. the rest went to tiong bahru 1st. gene later joined chinpeng, rion and i at eunos and we went down tgt. reached tiong bahru and saw alot of ppl and we went to zouk tgt. practice and have rehearsal for 1~2 times and after that had lunch. the milkrun provided us wif zai food as they thought as a buddhist organisation, we eat zai one. (where got such thing 1? -.-ll) finally its time for us to perform and i had a fun performance at the zouk carpark! (: finally its running time and i didnt run much cos engpeng and huihui didnt run. alvin and kaiyang starting oso say dun1 run but in the end, they ran. hais. wad a good crap huh? Lol. ^^ finished our run and then drank abt 3~4 cans of 100plus. 2 lime and 2 original. collected our bags by cutting queue and they took for long. moral of story : soka logistics rox!! ^^ went to eat wif eugene, kaiyang, alvin, junhao, engpeng, darren, yonchin, nicholas, justin and kim kiat(hope i get everyone's name here and correct) after that and on the way, start to emo and oso dunno why la. but i'm fine when start to eat. mayb is i too hungry that why start to emo ba. went to lanshop and home sweet home after that. ^^

2nd July, Monday
didnt went back to school and it's very obvious that its youth day!! went to mac to study and reached there at 11.15am and waited till 12plus den jianxiong came. (a busy guy huh? i appreciate that u spend time coming down and teach us maths! ^^) taught us maths on vector question and learn alot of things and at 2.30pm jianxiong left and den we went to library and study till 8.15pm. went to eat den after that home sweet home. suddenly my body feel so hot and i'm feeling so cold. had headache after that and headache is getting from bad to worst. T.T

3rd July, Tuesday
2nd week of school and holiday so fast passed and yet to have enough rest. slept in class as per normal and did some work in class. during maths, tr gave us the question which jianxiong taught me on monday, i completely FORGOTTEN ABT IT!! morale of the story : must do evening gongyo to show appreciation to gohonzon. Nvm. i have my way to figure out how to do vector. in class really cant concentrate as having such a nosiy classmates in class. how on earth am i suppose to concentrate? went to kaiyang's hse wif yonchin as he dunno how to go his hse so i brought him to kaiyang's hse. slept at his hse and sms-ing at the same time. woke up at 5.30pm den went in to his bro's rm and saw him playing metal slug wif yonchin. damn funny as yonchin kept chiong at die in the end. Lol. no offence. (:

4th July, Wednesday
had another stupid day in sch when my headache is worsen. after sch went to study and at the same time waited for engpeng to go NDP tgt. waited her till 6plus and chiong-ed down to city hall and hoped to meet up wif eugena, rion and tiffany. but they went to the floating platform alrdy. saw that scammer again and told engpeng abt it. she kept asking where that person and i was like pointing at her so many times and she didnt saw him. zZz chiong-ed down to floating platform and on our way saw yueshan, huixian and either her cousin or her bro la. i oso dunno is her bro or cousin. -.-ll had a fun day but den "mummy" was busy and so, she didnt come for trg. uncle mike was soooo funny. he said this to us, "we hit the highest number of ..." den i thought is attendance den i continue listening, "we hit the highest number of people no in attendance, but in the number where we go to the medic." -.-ll so xia suay lor. RD and ES got uncle and aunties leh. they nv hit the highest number of people going to the medic but we do. went to eat at tpy mac wif stella, joni, elaine, engpeng, sikang, qingde, bryan and renzhi and after that home sweet home.

5th July, Thursday
nothing much happened in sch today. so i wont talk much abt it. jus wanted to highlight something. biology lesson that time we went to bio lab to do our bio practical. we practial is bi-sect the flower and had fun la. Lol. (: jus talked to alvin on msn and this is to all DYNAMO-ians he'll be uncontactable till 13 nov 2007. so he'll oso wont be able to join us for next DYNAMO outing but he will be going for the 07/07/07. so DYNAMO-ians who didnt join NDP will see him on this saturday!! kaiyang, jaiver and nixon! jiayou for 07/07/07 hor!! (: and b4 i forget!! engpeng!! u too!! jiayou for art fiesta too!! dun care wad mood u had tml. jus have the spirit u had during chingay!! ^^ i will of cos give u my support no matter what. (:

guess i have to stop here. will post again if i have time!! Sayonara~ ^^